aLL abOut PArtial..

你还会有多少个十年？

2012-01-09T21:19:00.003+08:00

人生本来就是很矛盾的。

有人投诉没时间，因为工作忙。

常说不是我想要加班的，

而是工作真的做不完。

但试想，

有人可以每天准时下班，

是不是代表他把所有工作做完？

是不是代表他不负责任？

我想是因为他懂得自律。

他懂得什么是必要，什么是应该。

刚开始踏入工作社会，

以为拼命工作才会有前途。

所以不惜一切，

把所有时间花在工作上，

忽略了家人，情人与朋友。

没了自己的生活。

搞得自己长期活在压力下，

身体变差了，工钱也没加得比人快很多。

人生每有多少个十年，

报纸每天刊登无数的意外与天灾，

你还会有多少个十年？

就连分钟也无法让你掌握。

享受你有能力得来的生活吧！

Walking to another career path..

2011-09-07T17:10:00.002+08:00

Having 1 week of break now..

Without work.. Without homework..

Even after i graduate last year,

I not even rest for 1 week before i started to work..

In the past 1 month,

Many things happened around me..

Happy? Sad? Excite? Shock?

How i wish I can delete all the unhappiness things..

I need to be strong..

Not all things will go right like what I looking for..

Time to keep up my mind and start my another new journey in Penang..

It may know be better than before but still i will do my best in whatever i do..

I need to keep up my spirit and attitude to continue my career path..

Sure feel uncomfortable to move in another new environment..

Feel unsecure..

But still i will be brave and walk 1 step forward..

Gambateh la..

Heart pain!

2011-08-16T09:47:00.002+08:00

1 year and 4 months ago, i have decided to stay at ipoh for work..

no high salary..

not much benefits..

not the field that i wanted to go in..

but still i'm here due to 1 reason..

F.A.M.I.L.Y..

especially my grandma..

wanted to spend more time with her..

in this 1 year and 4 months,

the time that i spent at home is not what i expected..

i tend to do more OT than i expected due to work load..

i only get to see my grandma in the weekend due to she slept before i get back home

and wake up after i went work..

Honestly, this 1 year and 4 months i learned very fast and alot..

due to the stress and pressure which i cannot afford to be slow..

good thing?? maybe..

but the stress and pressure getting more and more when i stay longer..

turn over rate here is very high which make the current engineers stressful..

especially the working environment in my dept..
no doubt, engineer is really like an 'anjing liar'..

thats y 1 month ago,

i decided to leave..

to continue my learning in different place..

to step out from the comfort zone, family..

try to be independent..

i not sure what is the environment in my new company..

worst than current company??

more stressful than current company??

i cant even save more when i away from ipoh..

but i just dun feel like staying in this company anymore..

However,

few days ago,

my grandma accidently fell down and fractured her bone..

she cannot walk for now..

no appetite to eat..

suffer in pain..

which make my heart pain whenever i see her now..

she admitted hospital yesterday..

Now i wonder,

do i make the right choice to leave now?

should i away from home now??

I have no idea..

sleepless for few nights..

what can i do now??

What will happen when ballon are pump full with air?

2011-05-02T21:57:00.002+08:00

fear are always with me nowadays..

just finished a long weekend with a day extra..

but i did went for work during sat and sun which i not suppose to..

pressure are hunting me..

i really feel like giving up but i know i cannot..

I'm not depending on this job to continue my life..

But i'm depending this job to make me stronger..

What will happen when ballon are pump full with air?

What will happen when no more space for the air but air keep going in?

Am i stress? I'm lost!

2011-04-28T01:53:00.002+08:00

Since long time i never update anything in my blog.

A blog that accompany me during my university life..

A blog that shares all my feeling with my friends..

A blog that let me release all my happiness, sadness, excitement and etc..

Life getting different when i step inside working environment..

Not a life that i can control like previously..

I can score well if i study well..

But i might not do well in working place although i hardworking..

There is still something lacking that i cannot figure what it is at this moment..

I'm trying hard, really hard to get used to this working life..

I'm trying my best, very best to do well in the work that need to be done..

I'm trying my best to learn more technical stuff to gain own knowledge..

I'm trying, I'm trying and I'm trying..

Sometimes i feel tired to keep on trying..

Can i just give up and live the way i want?

I can't..

Cause i cannot even pass my own heart's wall..

I always hope that i can just relax like others people..

But i can't convince myself to do that..

Why i cannot?

Why?

I started to have nightmare about my work during my sleeping time..

I started to fall sick more often than previous..

I started to have headache and gastric in regular basis.

Am I stress? What should i do? I'm lost!!!

learn from mistake..

2010-08-16T21:39:00.002+08:00

mistake is just like a dessert in our life..

not our main course but it is a small part in the meal..

no matter how hard you prevent,

mistake might just happen..

today i make a mistake in my work..

i guess is a good way to learn..

learn from mistake is always the best way..

good luck to me tmr..

because im going to call my customer to tell what had happened..

be brave..

My Convocation

2010-08-15T12:13:00.002+08:00

5 years ago, i came to this place without any knowledge and future..

i came here with a blur mind and empty life..

away from my lovely house where full of love..

the feeling wasn't good when i was inside the car and my house was getting smaller and smaller in eye sight.

away from all the friends that i know and came to a place which full of strangers..

when i was sending my family go off in hostel,

my tears dropped..

an empty heart which full of fears..

luckily in my house got another chinese gal which is the 1st friend i get to know in Uniten..

A gal that very good in study and good treasurer i guess..

Yee Siong,

height is not the barrier for both of us..

housemate - roommate - housemate --> oni wall can separate us..

thanks for sharing your knowledge with me in these years..

1st day 1st class went to alone and sat beside 2 gals..

2 gals that not in the same course with me but yet can click with me for 5 years..

which are rebecca bunai and karen lim..

2 gals that not tat normal in a way but yet this is the way where we can click with..

2 gals that brought me to the church and let me know more about Jesus Christ..

during foundation,

we used to everyday eat dinner at same time same place and same gang no matter rainning or windy..

a gang of leng luisssss..

me, yee siong, rebecca, karen lim, wendy ling, kathy, mun yi, hooi ping and sometimes may peng..

at there we met another gang of guys which looks very nerd that time..

they also went to the same place, same time and same gang..

a gang of leng zaisssss..

wee ser, boon heng and chuen hang..

that hows we clicked in..

During 1st year, i was selected to become the head of program..

with the 2 assistants that fully banana..

or i should said 70% banana..

another 2 leng zai,

doou han and zhen jian..

i was nervous to work with them because my english was not good..

but in the end,

3 of us became good friends..

where bring a lot happiness to me..

you 2 always my best partners..

not to forget,

2 exhousemates and 1 ipohmate..

also leng luissss..

kim, san and adeline..

a gang of leng lui that like to do crazy things..

rmb bbq in our apartment before?

make me drunk by wine where i did alot of ugly actions..

really nice to meet u 3..

next for a gang of crazy gang aka aero club members..

i really cannot recall how we can join as a gang..

a gang that full of different characteristic..

me - which is the most leng and brain can function the fastest for nonsense things..

wee ser - a johor guy that tried very best to speak cantonese.. (we tried our best to und his cantonese too)

yee siong - the smallest size in our gang but the sifu almost in everything except sports.. haha..

boon heng - CUTE poser.. our gang tong sampah which sapu all the left over foods..

li chiat - who call himself messi koo but we think messy koo suit him more.. a guy with nice butt..

wei keat - a person that like mostly absent or late to morning classes.. sleep sleep and sleep..

hee guan - a liverpool supporter which never walk alone.. our pc software sifu..

harvey fong - don't sit with him if you are hungry.. his stomach capacity is very huge..

kelvin chong - a very good singer who can sing rock song VERY WELL.. (HEY YO~~~~)

may peng - the dai ka jie of us.. don't try to keep secret from her.. at least make sure she is not the last person who know the secret.. if not you are in trouble..

joseph chin - a very thin guy that every night will ajak housemates go for supper..

chee liang - got a very good voice and INTERESTING way to talk that hardly get from other ppl else..

mei wyin - a cool gal that whatever in whatever she do.. final exam is just like an assignment for her.. nothing can make her stress except cannot play computer games..

last but not least..

JASON CHOONG - a guy that changed my life alot.. he appeared in my life 2 years ago from no way.. He always support me and be with me no matter what i did and how i behave.. Distance is not the barrier for both of us because love is the bridge between our heart..

thats the members for my crazy gang which created a lot good, funny, nice and crazy memories in my uni life..

the life where we................

sing k and dancing in the room, study in library and mcd for exams, watch football middle of the nite, play mahjong, yum cha, dinner, travel (muar, melaka, johor, ipoh, genting, raub, bukit tinggi and PHUKET), watch movie, play aiya bomba, special ways to celebrate everyone bday, play basketball, jogging, futsal, football, badminton, steamboat in the house and etc..

other than this,

there are still many friends that i get to know in my uni life..

i never mention ur name here doesn't means that i 4get bout u..

you all make my life so much fun and interesting..

5 years memories wanna share in this blog is impossible..

i will keep all in my heart..

thanks all my friends..

08/08/10,

a lovely sunday..

im wearing an attire that i only get to see in drama..

i cannot believe that i really did it..

i finally graduate..

with the accompany of my family,

i came to this place again..

with confident and exciting mood..

to tell my parents,

im not wasting the 5 years away from home..

im did my best in everything i do..

with all the reminders that they gave me before DUMPED me in Uniten..

sitting in the hall waiting for my turn to get up to the stage make me very super nervous..

because this might be the only chance to wear like this in my life..

a square hat and a super big jacket that don't have any button..

I AM PROUD WITH WHAT I HAVE ACHIEVED..

I AM PROUD WITH WHO I AM NOW..

I AM SATISFIED WITH MY LIFE NOW..

I AM CHERISH THE PEOPLE THAT LOVE ME SO MUCH..

I LOVE ALL OF YOU.....

那天。。今天。。

2010-08-15T12:09:00.000+08:00

那天，我跟随家人带着无助的心情来到这个陌生的地方。
那天，我独自一个人在房里哭泣。
那天，我没朋友在身边的陪伴。
那天，我不敢想象我日后的生活是什么样子。
那天，我天天都想家。
那天，我是多么的单纯。
今天，我满怀信心地带领家人来到这里。
今天，我不再是一个人了。
今天，我的眼泪只为感动而流。
今天，我有一班好知己的陪伴。
今天，我已经毕业了。
当我坐在台下，感觉难以形容。
开心，感动，感激，兴奋，感触，伤心，无奈，紧张，担心等交叉在心中。
大学生涯一点一滴的浮现在我脑海里。
熬夜赶功课，在课堂打瞌睡，和朋友吹水，熬夜看足球，追连续剧到半夜，躲在图书馆临时抱佛脚，唱卡啦Ok，抄功课等等。
平凡的生活，但却给我人生上了多姿多彩的色彩。
日子一天一天的过着。
眨眼间，五年的岁月就这样过去了。
我长大了，也变成熟了。
爸妈，谢谢你们一路的照顾。
朋友们，谢谢你们的陪伴。
面对人生的另一个转折点，我们要更勇敢的面对，闯出一片天空。

accident happened..

2010-07-19T22:16:00.004+08:00

oppppss.. sorry daddy..

number plat also gone

27 years old car..

no matter how careful you are,

no matter how many years experience u had,

accident will also happen without your notice.

in my 6 years of driving life,

total 4 accidents on road.

although all not my fault in the first place,

but i really started to get phobia in driving already.

i feel so sorry to my dad.

cause the 2 cars also my dad's babies.

i guess no one will wipe the cars almost everyday.

some more although is an old car,

my dad don't even thought of selling it.

27 years..

a car that fetch us here and there since i came to this world.

dad,

Im sorry.

more coming up..

2010-05-14T23:12:00.006+08:00

Although i already started to work,

but still i took a week holiday to Phuket with my gang of crazy friends.

experienced something that i never did before in my life like snookering, got drunk by beers, had my meals in seven eleven, banana boat (where i really feel like giving up CLIMB up the boat again after fall off) and did alot scandals too.. which only can preview in our aero group..

i guess pictures is better than words.. so i will upload some photos in Phuket..

1st day of work..

2010-04-20T21:43:00.003+08:00

2day is my 1st day of my real life working..

but the feeling was like the time when i just entered uniten..

registration and orientation..

sitting at the same place for whole day..

listening to different speakers gave briefing on something that are common sense and something that we have no idea what it is about..

whole day i still no idea what my job scope or real working place will be..

the curiosity is still deep in my heart..

yesterday night although i slept early,

but i cannot slept well..

throughout the night,

i kept waking up..

my brain keep on flashing on what my working life will be..

honestly,

i nervous and worry..

cause i will be in a new environment..

last time during intern,

i still can countdown when these kind of life will end,

but now??

how should i countdown??

55 years old??

and now i just 23 years old..

32 years more??

years... is not days.. or months..

although it seems endless now,

but still i will try to enjoy my working life..

its not the way u look at it,

but is the way u go trough it..

I noticed a very big difference between my intern and real working life..

which is when im back home,

my mum home cook foods are already on the table waiting for me..

this kind of feeling is so sweet..

maybe im stupid enough to reject a 3.6k salary work in kl,

but i think im smart enough to choose to based in ipoh where my family is around me..

all my friends,

enjoy ur working life or your holiday life..

and to the crazy gang,

cant wait to see you all in phuket d...

take care ya.. hehe..

Coming up...

2010-04-12T12:30:00.001+08:00

since i am going to settle my thesis soon and i will be back to ipoh this week..

so i guess i got time to update my long lost blog..

stay tune for my latest update..

蘿蔔、蛋和咖啡~

2010-03-05T18:20:00.000+08:00

並不是樹木忍受、抵抗了四季的考驗；

而是四季經過了樹木，帶出了樹木的成熟。

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一個女兒對她的父親抱怨，說她的生命是如何如何痛苦、無助，她是多麼想要健康地走下去，但是她已失去方向，整個人惶惶然然，只想放棄。她已厭煩了抗拒、掙扎，但是問題似乎一個接著一個，讓她毫無招架之力。

當廚師的父親，二話不說，拉起心愛女兒的手，走向廚房。他燒了三鍋水，當水滾了之後，他在第一個鍋子裡放進蘿蔔，第二個鍋子裡放了一顆蛋，第三個鍋子中則放進了咖啡。

狐疑的女兒望著父親，不知所以然，而父親只是溫柔地握著她的手，示意她不要說話，靜靜地看著滾燙的水，以令人熾熱的溫度燒滾著鍋裡的蘿蔔、蛋和咖啡。

一段時間過後，父親把鍋裡的蘿蔔、蛋撈起來各放進碗中，把咖啡濾過倒進杯子，問：「寶貝，你看到了什麼？」女兒說：「蘿蔔、蛋和咖啡。」

父親把女兒拉近，要女兒摸摸經過沸水燒煮的蘿蔔，蘿蔔已被煮的軟爛；他要女兒拿蛋，敲碎薄硬的蛋殼，細心觀察著這顆水煮蛋；然後，他要女兒嚐嚐咖啡，女兒笑起來，喝著咖啡，聞到濃濃的香味。女兒謙虛恭敬地問：「爸，這是什麼意思？」

父親解釋，這三樣東西面對相同的逆境，也就是滾燙的水，反應卻各不相同，原本粗硬、堅實的蘿蔔，在滾水中卻變軟了，這個蛋原本非常脆弱，它那薄硬的外殼起初保護了它液體似的內容物，但是經過滾水的沸騰之後，蛋殼內卻變硬了；而粉末似的咖啡卻非常特別，在滾燙的熱水中，它竟然改變了水。

「妳呢？我的女兒，妳是什麼？」

父親慈愛地摸著雖已長大成人，卻一時失去勇氣女兒的頭說：

「當逆境來到妳的門前，妳作何反應呢？

妳是看似堅強的蘿蔔，但痛苦與逆境到來時卻變得軟弱，失去力量嗎？

或者妳原本是一顆蛋，有著柔順易變的心？

但是卻在經歷死亡、分離、困境之後，變得僵硬頑強？

或者，妳就像是咖啡？咖啡將那帶來痛苦的沸水改變了，

當它的溫度高升到一百多度時，水變成了美味的咖啡，

如果妳像咖啡，當逆境到來，一切不如意時，妳就會變得更好，而且將外在的一切轉變的更加令人歡喜，懂嗎？我的寶貝女兒？妳要讓逆境摧折妳，還是妳來轉變，讓身邊的一切人事物感覺更美好、更良善？」

CNY2010

2010-02-24T11:10:00.002+08:00

although there are 15 days for CNY

but to me, CNY is already come to the end when i went back to UNITEN..

this year CNY is not the same as previous years..

no open house and yet angpau also lesser..

actually during CNY, i will be busy follow my parents go to his friends' open house..

almost every night at least 1 friend..

sometimes even need to rush for 3 houses in 1 night..

adult will gamble, drink alcohol (but not for my parents), chit chat there..

while the children will just sit aside or play with other children..

for my age,

no more playing around..

so i will only sit in front of the tv with my younger sis..

watch some show to pass our time..

when im getting older,

i dun feel like follow my parents go anymore..

i feel its kind of boring..

so i rather stay at home..

or i just go there for a while to show my face to them and drive back after that..
it makes me get less angpau too..

but the amount of angpau to me is no longer an important issue..

still rmb last time,

every year we will compare the angpau money that we get among siblings..

and now i quit from the 'competition' d..

this year angpau money is the least after so many years..

this year CNY,

my mum's side relative organized a steamboat party..

the organizer paid the expenses but me and my cousin need to go and get all the stuff..

i never been to PASAR for many many years d..

and this CNY i went there early in the morning..

not bad..

at least there was 1 day i woke up early.. haha..

the steamboat session started at 6pm and ended at 1am..

more than 40 ppl gathered at my uncle's house but still the food cannot finish..

in the meantime, there were few gamble activities going on..

sambil gamble, sambil makan..

it was fun.. haha..

preparing the stuff ald make us busy for half day,

and yet cleaning was the most headache part..

but luckily there were helpers standby.. thank god..

at 1st, my aunt wanna treat us a dinner in a restaurant..

but still i guess this kind of party gave us more fun..

other than family gathering,

CNY also a time for a bunch of friend to gather up..

and this year,

i went for a so called my form 3 class gathering..

but when i reached there..

there was only 1 my f3 classmate..

others was from other class..

feel like being tipu by my friend d..

but nvm,

i had fun with them too..

after left school,

i never got the chance to meet all of them..

annual netball gathering,

cant make it for the dinner

but went there for a short photo session..

keep in track with some of my seniors..

and yet im not surprise that netball players can be so noisy and crazy.. haha..

last but not least,

a friend's open house that i actually only know few people there..

but as usual crapping can just make the time passed faster..

manage to meet a few friends there..

and photo session is a MUST.. haha..

teenagers nowadays..

2010-02-03T21:04:00.002+08:00

before CNY knock at my door,
AI test 1 will be knocking at my door tomorrow.
so today i went to KFC serdang to study while jason was waiting for his night classes..
when we were studying without any noise,
suddenly a bunch of teenagers came in..
half of them was wearing school uniform while the other half were not..

i guess the average age for them will be around 15 years old..

but some of them looks like form 1 or form 2 to me..

there was a guy among the gang had attracted my attention..
his hair is in purple color..

wonder how he can enter the school with this hair..

they first went in the mini playground at the corner..

everyone should know that,

the playground is for kids below 12 years old..

but they sat down and chit chat there..

(guess thats the reason the public playground can be spoil easily..)

a male kfc worker went in and asked them to come out..

he stared at the purple hair guy cause he moved 1 of the ceiling wood until out of position..

after the KFC worker went off,

the purple hair guy straight make a call..

'wei, free ah?? wanna beat people anot?? come KFC serdang..'

i heard this sentence and i was like..

what the.. just a stare and need to beat ppl..

i know he beh soong..

but how he react scared me..

a young teenager can give such a react when ppl just give a simple stare..

and yet they did wrong in the 1st place..

after that, the way they talk to each other was 'outstanding'..

the way they describe everything will add with some fault words..

even me cant come out all that but it seems this is their way to communicate..

even for girls that just look like 14 years old to me..

a bunch of teenagers is just like a gang of gangster to me..

the world is really changing..

you need to respect people that older than you,

but you also need to be very careful with the teenagers nowadays..

if not,

u might just beat by unknown ppl out of sudden..

but in the end,

i guess the 'brother' was not free..

so the KFC worker should be safe..

可不可以有一个人

2010-01-22T13:37:00.000+08:00

可不可以有一个人。
可以看穿我的逞强。
可以保护我的脆弱。
不要在我说「没事啦，你去吧」的时候
就真的会放心的放开我的手然后留我一个人。
不要在我笑笑的不说话的时候
就真的会以为我心里没有觉得疼痛和难过。
不要在我若无其事的忙碌着手头的事的时候
就真的会以为我什么影响都没有受到。

我希望他会在我的眼泪掉下以前
就用大大的手掌捂住我的眼睛。
然后轻声说我的眼睛只有微笑的时候才是最好看。

我希望他会在我面无表情的时候轻轻的用力的搂紧我。
然后说你在我的面前永远都不需要伪装坚强。

我希望他会在我受到委屈的时候把我的脑袋按在他的肩膀上。
然后抚着我的头发说没关系就算所有的人都不相信你你都还有我。

咱要嫁的那个人
不一定要是高高瘦瘦的但是一定要干干净净

咱要嫁的那个人
不一定要会甜言蜜语但是一定要有好的脾气

咱要嫁的那个人
不一定要帅气又多金但是一定要有聪明的头脑和上进心

咱要嫁的那个人
一定会从我们牵手那刻起对我说
从今天起我们有福同享有难我当

咱要嫁的那个人
一定要霸道些他会对我说我认定你了就赖你了
你就是我一个人的我不许别人走近你

咱要嫁的那个人
一定会支持我减肥却依然带我去超市给我买很多好吃的
然后说吃吧不管你多胖我都要你

咱要嫁的那个人
一定会在过马路的时候牵着我的手
对我说要跟我走

咱要嫁的那个人
一定会明白老婆是用来疼的
而且会吹着快乐的口哨和我一起做家务

咱要嫁的那个人
一定会在我生气的时候耐心的哄着
然后逗我说你生气的样子好丑

咱要嫁的那个人
一定会在我哭的时候为我擦眼泪
然后告诉我乖不哭有我在呢

咱要嫁的那个人
一定会在我累的时候伸出手臂很心疼的说抱抱

咱要嫁的那个人
一定会在睡觉前跟我说你要早点睡觉晚安

咱要嫁的那个人
一定会把我带回家对他妈说看这是我给你找的儿媳妇
然后对我说这是咱妈

咱要嫁的那个人
一定会在某一个阳光明媚的日子顶着一片湛蓝的天
笑着对我说我们该有个家了……

plz vote for us..

2010-01-19T00:32:00.002+08:00

there is a photography competition going on in facebook..

and we took part for it..

MY VALENTINE - Giveaway - PETER TAN Photography..

plz go to
http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=3366722&id=115270480558
and vote for me n jason by clicking LIKE..
thankz for the support..
for the one who are in relationship,
go and take part too..
just for fun..

一个我突然想起的故事

2010-01-13T11:30:00.000+08:00

还记得,
以前我的家有很多蚊子，
把我叮得痒痒的。。
我总爱向妈妈投诉，
“很痒啊! 很痒啊!”
有一次,
当我在投诉的当儿,
妈妈很大力地向我的身体打下来,
我顿时傻眼了,
之后就哭出来了,
因为真的很痛。。
然后哭着问妈妈为什么要打我??
妈妈回答,
因为有蚊子啊。。
我那时当然除了痛,
什么也感觉不到了。。
现在回想,
我得到一个启示,
当我尝过什么是痛时,
我就会觉得痒其实是没什么的。。
只要我们经历过一些事情,
我们才能真正体会到那种感觉。。
也正是因为我体会过,
所以我才会珍惜我的所有,
才会知道其实我真的很幸福的。。
朋友,
痛你都尝过了,
痒还算的了什么??

dislocated again..

2010-01-10T10:48:00.002+08:00

31st of March is my dad's bday..

n yes, 2day is not 31st of march..

n im not here to wish my dad happy bday..

but on 31-03-05,

which we planned to celebrate my dad's bday by an outing at night..

but before the night came,

i dislocated my shoulder during a netball training..

the pain tat i suffered that day is still clear in my mind..

my face turned pale n my right hand kept shaking..

tears cant stopped falling from my face..

the level of pain that i suffered that moment managed to make me almost fainted..

in the end,

i celebrated my dad's bday in the hosp..

the next day was april fool..

i told my friends that i was in hosp,

but no one believe me..

they tot it was a trick on april fool..

i guess these were all because of my daily behavior..

it almost 5 years d..

but my hand act haven fully recover..

i think is due to didn't rest properly in the early stage..

n now, my right shoulder is very easy to sprain or dislocated it..

i guess,

yday was the 3rd time i dislocated my shoulder again..

the pain that i suffered cant compare to the 1st time dislocation..

but the pain managed to make my tears non stop falling..

mayb due to 3 times experiences,

i can relocate my shoulder back to its own joint..

i wont let myself go to the hosp just to relocate it back..

bcoz the doc will eventually pull my arm n let the shoulder go bek the right place..

and thats VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY PAIN.. (hope it no more fuzzy here.. hehe.. )

i rather suffer the pain a while n let it move bek in my way..

now,

internal pain still there..

cant lift my hand till 180 degree yet..

but normal movement is not a problem for me..

but i guess need to rest my shoulder for another 2 weeks..

no sports for this 2 weeks,

but gym shud b ok for me..

*sorry to yee siong n wee ser.. coz we have to walk over for the badminton match..*

FYP

2010-01-05T23:41:00.002+08:00

as i said before, this is the last sem of my degree..

less lectures with only 10 credit hours..

everyday average 1 hour class til thurs..

with this kind of timetable,

i should feel very relax with empty time most of time..

and yes,

a week before i will agree with it..

but starting from this week..

i started to feel that my time is not enough for me..

mainly for my final year project (fyp)..

the main reason that i can feel the stress now is bcause......

next fri is my progress report 3 due date..

so its time to start the REAL work...

actually has been testing on my RF module since long time ago..

there are some improvement but still cannot achieve what my lecturer want..

he want 100% no error..

and i can hardly do it by now..

i tried to reduce it..

but base on the factors like wire resistance, surrounding noise and etc..

i can hardly achieve 100% no error..

how??

he kept saying that other ppl can do that with 100% no error,

so there is sure something wrong with my module..

i know there are something wrong but i can find it sir...

due date is killing me now..

programming is killing me too..

RF module transmission..

who know what type of programming can help??

im using manchester code..

but stil error occur..

stress stress stress..

many ppl said final sem d must enjoy ur uni life..

but with this stupid idiot fyp..

how can i enjoy my last sem life??

enjoy my life in the lab most of the time??

come on..

im sick with it..

facing the computer (programming) but dunno what shud i do with it..

who can help me with it??

any programming or RF expert who u know??

please just let me know..

i wil appreciate it alot..

a big meal on me..

last sem is not really what i wish to..

but i still need to go tru it with a spirit that i hold on for the past years..

'TRY MY BEST, SAY NO TO REGRETSssss'..

两道选择题的启示

2010-01-05T17:10:00.000+08:00

大学一堂选修课上。教授面带微笑，走进教室，对我们说：“我受一家机构委托，来做一项问卷调查，请同学们帮个忙。”一听这话，教室里轻微的一阵议论开了，大学课堂本来枯燥，这下好玩多了。

问卷表发下来，一看，只有两道题。

第一题：他很爱她。她细细的瓜子脸，弯弯的娥眉，面色白皙，美丽动人。可是有一天，她不幸遇上了车祸，痊愈后，脸上留下几道大大的丑陋疤痕。你觉得，他会一如既往地爱她吗？

A、他一定会 B、他一定不会 C、他可能会

第二题：她很爱他。他是商界的精英，儒雅沉稳，敢打敢拼。忽然有一天，他破产了。你觉得，她还会像以前一样爱他吗？

A、她一定会 B、她一定不会 C、她可能会

一会儿，我们就做好了。问卷收上来，教授一统计，发现：第一题有10%的同学选A，10%的同学选B，80%的同学选C。第二题呢，30%的同学选了A，30%的同学选B，40%的同学选C。

“看来，美女毁容比男人破产，更让人不能容忍啊。”教授笑了，“做这两题时，潜意识里，你们是不是把他和她当成了恋人关系？”

“是啊。”我们答得很整齐。

“可是，题目本身并没有说他和她是恋人关系啊？”教授似有深意地看着大家，“现在，我们来假设一下，如果，第一题中的‘他’是‘她’的父亲，第二题中的‘她’是‘他’的母亲。让你把这两道题重新做一遍，你还会坚持原来的选择吗？”

问卷再次发到我们的手中，教室里忽然变得非常宁静，一张张年青的面庞变得凝重而深沉。几分钟后，问卷收了上来，教授再一统计，两道题，我们都100%地选了A。

教授的语调深沉而动情：“这个世界上，有一种爱，亘古绵长，无私无求；不因季节更替。不因名利浮沉，这就是父母的爱啊！”

善待自己的父母，他们永远是最爱你们的。

一个出轨男人与佛的对话

2010-01-04T20:45:00.001+08:00

深夜，寺里一人一佛，佛坐人站。

人：圣明的佛，我是一个已婚之人，我现在狂热地爱上了另一个女人，我真的不知道该怎幺办。

佛：你能确写你现在爱上的这个女人就是你生命里唯一的最后一个女人吗？

人：是的。

佛：你离婚，然后娶她。

人：可是我现在的爱人温柔，善良，贤惠，我这样做是否有一点残忍，有一点不道德。

佛：在婚姻中没有爱才是残忍和不道德的，你现在爱上了别人已不爱她了，你这样做是正确的。

人：可是我爱人很爱我，真的很爱我。

佛：那她就是幸福的。

人：我要与她离婚后另娶她人，她应该是很痛苦的又怎幺会是幸福的呢？

佛：在婚姻里她还拥有她对你的爱，而你在婚姻中已失去对她的爱，因为你爱上了别人，正谓拥有的就是幸福的，失去的才是痛苦的，所以痛苦的人是你。

人：可是我要和她离婚后另娶她人，应该是她失去了我，她应该才是痛苦的。

佛：你错了，你只是她婚姻中真爱的一个具体，当你这个具体不存在的时候，她的真爱会延续到另一个具体，因为她在婚姻中的真爱从没有失去过。所以她才是幸福的而你才是痛苦的。

人：她说过今生只爱我一个，她不会爱上别人的。

佛：这样的话你也说过吗？

人：我。我。。我。。。

佛：你现在看你面前香炉里的三根蜡烛，那根最亮。

人：我真的不知道，好象都是一样的亮。

佛：这三根蜡烛就好比是三个女人，其中一根就是你现在所爱的那个女人，芸芸众生，女人何止千百万万，你连这三根蜡烛那根最亮都不知道，都不能把你现在爱的人找出来，你为什么又能确定你现在爱的这个女人就是你生命里唯一的最后一个女人呢？

人：我。我。。我。。。

佛：你现在拿一根蜡烛放在你的眼前，用心看看那根最亮

人：当然是眼前的这根最亮。

佛：你现在把它放回原处，再看看那根最亮

人：我真的还是看不出那根最亮。

佛：其实你刚拿的那根蜡烛就是好比是你现在爱的那个最后的女人，所谓爱由心生，当你感觉你爱她时，你用心去看就觉的它最亮，当你把它放回原处，你却找不到最亮的一点感觉，你这种所谓的最后的唯一的爱只是镜花水月，到头来终究是一场空。

人：哦，我懂了，你并不是要我与我的爱人离婚，你是在点化我，

佛：看破不说破，你去吧

人：我现在真的知道我爱的是谁了，她就是我现在的爱人。

佛：阿弥陀佛，阿弥陀佛

你我曾经深爱过的某人，无非也就是芸芸众生中的一个，只

是爱由心生，自以为他/她会是今生最爱，当你感觉你爱她

，你用心去爱就觉的他/她最珍贵，当万物归原，生命仍然

继续，他/她无非也就是我们生命中的一个过客。

我们根本无法确定哪一个才是今生最爱，如果不懂得去珍惜

，你身边这个爱你的/你爱的人，在某一天，也会成为你身

边的过客。

找一个你爱的人不容易，找一个爱你的人也不容易。如果无

法确定哪一个才是你最爱的人，何不在自己成为别人的爱人

的时候珍惜这份感情？爱由心生，你告诉自己是爱他/她的

，自然就可以爱上他/她。

如果你爱的人不爱你，也请记得：爱由心生。是你太过于把

目光集中在他/她身上了，试着放开视线焦点，你会发现光

亮的蜡烛到处都有。

爱与不爱，无非也就是在一念之间。

过去的事情过去的爱情，就让它过去吧，那只是我们生命的

一部分，只是茫茫大海中的一滴水珠，只是漫漫苍弩中的一

粒微尘。没有那些过去，也不会造就现在的你我。

珍惜当前，永远胜于三心二意

the last day of 2009

2009-12-31T15:29:00.002+08:00

8 hours more and tats it for 2009..

time to flash back what i did for the whole 365 days..

a lot new experiences i gained such as:

- internship

- work as part timer

- ..........

- ...................

- .................

2009 is not a special one but is a diff one..

just wanna wish all my friends here

HAPPY NEW YEAR

and this will be my last post for 2009..

come come come..

2010,

im waiting for you..

幾篇寓言

2009-12-28T19:28:00.001+08:00

體會情況不同

一隻小豬、一隻綿羊和一頭乳牛，被關在同一個畜欄裡。

有一次，牧人捉住小豬，牠大聲號叫，猛烈地抗拒。

綿羊和乳牛討厭牠的號叫，便說：「他常常捉我們，我們並不大呼小叫。」

小豬聽了回答道：「捉你們和捉我完全是兩回事，他捉你們，

只是要你們的毛和乳汁，但是捉住我，卻是要我的命呢！」

立場不同、所處環境不同的人，很難了解對方的感受；
因此對別人的失意、挫折、傷痛，不宜幸災樂禍，

而應要有關懷、了解的心情。

幸福就在…

草原上有對獅子母子，小獅子問母獅子：「媽，幸福在哪裡？」

母獅子說：「幸福就在你的尾巴上ㄚ…」

於是，小獅子不斷追著尾巴跑…但始終咬不到。

母獅子笑道：「傻瓜！幸福不是這樣得到的。

只要你昂首向前走，幸福就會一直跟隨著你！」

靠自己

小蝸牛問媽媽：為什麼我們從生下來，就要背負這個又硬又重的殼呢？

媽媽：因為我們的身體沒有骨骼的支撐，只能爬，又爬不快。
所以要這個殼的保護！

小蝸牛：毛蟲姊姊沒有骨頭，也爬不快，為什麼她卻不用背這個又硬又重
的殼呢？

媽媽：因為毛蟲姊姊能變成蝴蝶，天空會保護她啊。

小蝸牛：可是蚯蚓弟弟也沒骨頭爬不快，也不會變成蝴蝶他什麼不背這個
又硬又重的殼呢？
媽媽：因為蚯蚓弟弟會鑽土，大地會保護他啊。

小蝸牛哭了起來：我們好可憐，天空不保護，大地也不保護。

蝸牛媽媽安慰他：「所以我們有殼啊！我們不靠天，也不靠地，
我們靠自己。」

冷笑话

2009-12-24T00:33:00.001+08:00

1。从前有个人钓鱼，钓到了只鱿鱼。
鱿鱼求他：你放了我吧，别把我烤来吃啊。
那个人说：好的，那么我来考问你几个问题吧。
鱿鱼很开心说：你考吧你考吧！
然后这人就把鱿鱼给烤了..

2。小明理了头发，第二天来到学校，同学们看到他的新发型，笑道：小明，你的头型好像个风筝哦！小明觉得很委屈，就跑到外面哭。哭着哭着～他就飞起来了…………

3。主持人问：猫是否会爬树？老鹰抢答：会！主持人：举例说明！老鹰含泪：那年，我睡熟了，猫爬上了树…后来就有了猫头鹰…

4。一天，小美和她男友开车出去兜风，
车快没油了，刚好旁边有个加油站，开过去的时候，突然一阵狂风把她男友的帽子刮跑了。
小美的男友对她说：
「我去捡帽子，你帮我加油。」
男友刚跑开不远，就听到小美在他后面大喊：
「加油！加油！」

5。一男子入厕，刚把门关上，就听隔壁问：你来了？他说：是啊．可心里想，这隔壁是谁啊？我认识他吗？奇怪！这时隔壁又问：你来干吗啊？他很生气的说：拉屎啊！来这能干吗？！隔壁又问，那你什么时候走啊？他想：这人估计是有神经病！他懊恼的说：拉完就走！！这时隔壁又问：那一会你来我这里一下吧，好吗？此人心里一惊：ＣＡＯ！原来是同性恋！他大骂道：你ＴＭＤ去死吧，变态！隔壁又说：恩，先挂了吧，一会再给你打过去，我旁边来了个傻Ｂ！老ＴＭＤ跟我接话茬！！

6。一女走夜路,突然看到一男张开双臂向她走来,做拥抱状,上前就是一脚.男子倒地大哭,说:都第三块了,我招谁惹谁了,带块玻璃回家就这么难么?

代号1026的男子

2009-12-23T23:31:00.000+08:00

（一）

　　她在山穷水尽时收到了银行的巨额催款单，那个负心的男人，不仅卷走了她的所有存款，甚至还透支光了她的三张信用卡。她在大学图书馆工作，每个月仅仅得两千块薪水，若要还完所有的欠款，至少得三年。

　　没有人能帮助她，身边的朋友都是普通职员，赚的钱仅仅够生活而已，她觉得这件事应该可以通过法律来解决，便跑去网上搜索相关条文，于是找到了这个律师网站。

　　网站是一些热心律师建立的，轮流在线，义务帮网友解答一些法律问题。她遇到的是1026号，资料一片空白，只写着性别是男。

　　1026耐心地听她说了事情的始末，讲述的过程中，她几次对着电脑流下泪来。也许察觉到了她悲伤的心情，1026的语气里不露痕迹地夹杂了些许安慰，她渐渐平静，详细说了那个男人所做的一切。

　　末了，1025问她，想要男人坐牢，还是仅仅想追回钱？她想了一会，回答，把钱拿回来就行了。1026沉默了一会说，你真是个善良的女人。她手一抖，好像是被人看穿了弱点。以前那个男人也说过她善良，于是他狠心地把她伤了个体无完肤后消失了，反正她善良。

　　但是这有什么办法呢，善良这回事就和骑自行车一样，一旦会了，这辈子就再也难以忘记。

　　（二）

　　1026帮她联系了律师茹，一个细眉细眼的女人，已是中年，目光锐利，最擅长帮助受欺负的女人打官司。没多久，官司打赢了，男人如数还了她钱，恶狠狠地朝她说，三八，居然找律师，真是恶毒。

　　本来她还对此有点愧疚，听到男人这么说，瞬间释怀。心情轻松地和茹说，走，请你吃火锅。

　　饭桌上，她向茹打听1026的事，茹说她不清楚，只是同在一个论坛的网友而已，仅仅知道1026为人很热心，通常都会和前来咨询的网友成为很好的朋友。得知自己只是1026众多网友中的一个，她隐隐失落。那天她和茹都喝了不少酒，席间茹隐约地说起了自己的家事，花心成性的老公，久病孱弱的儿子，虽然帮很多女人打赢过官司，却独独帮不了自己。

　　回去后上网，她和1026说了官司打赢的事，也说到了茹。1026对茹的评价很高，说茹是个及其有责任心的律师，很会替别人着想。她问，那你呢，你也是律师么？1026说，不是，还在学习中。

　　以后的日子，她对来图书室借阅法律图书的学生格外关注，遇到面色温和的男孩子，她就会想，1026的模样是不是也这样让人感到温暖呢？想得多了，她被自己吓了一跳。身处风花雪月的大学校园，见过各式各样的恋情，自己也经历了一些，虽然伤痕累累，毕竟是真真切切的，但不知道什么时候，自己居然对1026莫名地产生了依恋。他的年龄、籍贯、职业、家庭状况等等，她一无所知，只是隐约地猜测他是一个在学法律的男孩子。也许他已老态龙钟，也许根本是个女人。对一个陌生的代号产生这样不切实际的感情，让她觉得自己很滑稽。

　　（三）

　　南的出现是她始料不及的，他是她少女时代的偶像。她读大学时，南被邀请来她的大学做演讲，她献的花。南是赫赫有名的企业家，有着一流的气质和修养，她把花递到他手上时，感觉自己卑微成了一粒尘土。

　　现在她又见到了南，他来她工作的大学做演讲，恰好又是她负责献花。几年不见，他还是那么风度翩翩，岁月都畏惧他，迟迟不肯在他脸上留下痕迹。她心跳得厉害，紧张得手都在发抖，好像回到了初见南的少女时代。

　　让她惊喜的是，南还记得她，演讲过后，他请她吃饭，她没有拒绝的勇气。南夸她漂亮了，女人的韵味都长出来了，她羞涩地低着头，呼吸急促。

　　久经沙场的男人必定也久经情场，南一眼就看出了她的心旌荡漾。他朝她发出暧昧的信号，邀请她吃完饭后再去酒吧坐一坐，她以为自己会欣然答应，但是毫无预兆地就想起了1026，她怕1026会讨厌自己的轻浮，尽管这只是她的一厢情愿。

　　她的拒绝让南有些意外，南微微皱起了眉头，似乎有点埋怨她的不识抬举。她抢着买了单，匆匆离去。

　　（四）

　　网上，她苦苦哀求1026，我们见面吧。1026问，为什么？她傻了眼，不知道该讲出一个怎样的理由。她怎么敢告诉电脑对面的他，他一点无心的小温柔，竟让她不能自已。

　　接下来是拉锯战，她冲动地攻完一步，又理智地退后一步，耗上了所有的心思。1026渐渐明了了她的心，没有回应她，只是越躲越远，她有点绝望了。

　　南又联系到她，习惯了女人的百依百顺，偶尔遇到不屈服的她，成了他的不甘心。她又推辞了几次，终于在1026对她彻底不理不睬后，她答应了南的邀请。没多久，她和南在宾馆开了房，一夜春宵，她失望地发现，自己曾经深深迷恋的这个男人，竟然有了肚腩，虽然他的脸庞依旧神采奕奕，但肉已松弛，毕竟是个老人了。

　　一个月后，她有了身孕，她心惊胆战，明明采取了安全措施，怎么还是会怀上了孩子呢？她问南，南说他故意的，他有很多钱，所以也想养很多孩子。只要她肯生下孩子，南会送给她车子房子，让孩子读名牌学校，保证她一生衣食无忧。

　　她动心了。她本是个接近平庸的女人，飞黄腾达的机会，今生也许只有这一次。她去网上找1026，希望他能拦住自己，1026一连几天不在线，他失踪了。她留了一封邮件给他，告诉他自己要去给有钱人当情妇了，邮件发送完毕后，她写好了辞职信，收拾好了行李，搬进了南给她准备的新居。

　　新居里的东西一应俱全，只是没有网络，南担心电脑辐射会影响胎儿，不许她上网。她想这样也好。可以慢慢忘记1026，对1026的感情实在是太荒谬了。

　　10月的时候，她在新居里已经待了三个多月，26日，她头一次对南提出要求，请他晚上陪陪她，南下午到她这里只待了一会便匆匆走了，说晚上有重要的事，明天再来陪她。

　　10月26日，1026。她果然还是无法忘记这个数字，回忆不多，却一直沉淀到了灵魂最深处。

　　晚上，她用南留下的笔记本电脑上网，进到邮箱，惊喜地发现了1026的回复邮件，三个月前发的。

　　邮件里，1026第一次提到自己的事情，他说自己是个私生子，妈妈在很年轻的时候就给一个男人当了情妇，那个男人很有出息，给了他们很多钱，他受最好的教育，买最新的电玩，生活里最大的感触就是，有钱。

　　起初他以为自己很幸福，慢慢觉得只是有钱的生活很空虚，再后来他得知他叫爸爸的那个男人，在外面有一堆别的女人和孩子，他这才知道自己有多悲哀。妈妈是律师，个性好胜，不肯为自己当初的选择后悔，受妈妈影响，他也开始学习法律，希望将来能多帮助些人。

　　他的妈妈就是茹，他隐名去了妈妈经常去的论坛，取名为1026，默默地支持妈妈，1026的由来是因为10月26日是自己的生日，只有这一天，爸爸会舍下所有的事来陪他们母子两人。

　　最后，他只说了两个字：珍重。

　　（五）

　　她打掉了孩子，南又急又气，不停地惋惜。离开南的时候，她没有拿那笔庞大的钱，她问南：10月26日是什么日子？

　　南随口回答，我儿子的生日。

　　她笑着离开了。

　　她去公园坐了摩天轮，十七分钟绕一圈，能鸟瞰城市里大部分景色。以前她不懂摩天轮的意义，缓慢又无聊，远远不如过山车刺激，但是现在，她觉得感动。短短十七分钟，她心里想着那个叫1026的男孩子，慢慢地，慢慢地，跨过了城市的天空。

training....

2009-12-22T22:02:00.002+08:00

it has been long long time since i went back to my old school for training.. and last friday i went back with a few friends which ald left school.. me myself ald left sch for 5 years.. wow.. i cant imagine 5 years has just past like tat.. went back to sch for training is just like a gathering for us.. ( or it is a keep fit activity for all of us since after we left sch all have gained weight.. ) tis time i met a friend which i never see her for 5 years.. but she still looks the same as before.. we gosip alot bout the sch and the environment is very different compare to last time..

during year end 2 months sch holiday, what u will do? go for holiday? stay at home doing the things that u cant do during sch time like watch tv, on9, play games and etc? but for us who is a member of ave maria convent (amc) netball team, holiday is not an option for us.. coz we have to attend training everyday.. 8am til 12pm.. can u imagine, when u r having holiday but u just cant wake up late? omg.. its like hell for me.. but dunno y i managed to get over it.. haha..

training started with a pysical training.. which require to do some tiring stamina stuff.. and last friday they did a cone jumping.. ( duno wat exactly its call ) at least 15 sets each person.. its tiring.. i manage to jump 2 times tat time.. omg.. i wonder how i did it last time n now stil alive.. haha.. oh ya.. before that, running is a must.. i think 10 sets for that if im not mistaken.. and yet i managed to run 3 sets ni.. after doing all this, my heart going to jump out and my legs going to patah d.. tiring tiring tiring.. salute the juniors who going tru all this and to me myself since i managed to run out from hell without any major injury..

after that, went breakfast with my teacher which is our netball team's coach.. a teacher that hates by most of the netball players but respect n thankful by the ex netball players.. i tink the netball players will understand what i mean by this.. during breakfast session, gosip alot bout the current sch management team.. its not as simple as last time.. and i glad that i had left the sch 5 years ago.. hehe..

last session of the training.. play full court.. this was where the seniors will play against the juniors or the exseniors will play against the seniors.. for exseniors, this is the fun part.. coz we can just play whatever we want.. in a serious or naughty mood.. but normally will be a crazy mode.. all will laugh over some small minor funny things.. but yet its is fun.. hehe.. but for the current players, they can only be in serious mode all the time.. if not AK16 will shoot them off.. i tink use AK 16 to describe it is not over at all.. coz the coach scold ppl is not as simple as u tink.. many of the players cried bcoz of her scolding.. haha.. i guess thats the part where make us stronger through out the years of practice..

i always tink that after u join amc netball team, u will no longer a simple and ordinary person.. u had some experiences that others cant get it.. but yet, to go over the 5 years hell training there is not easy also.. if not amc netball team will not be that strong.. (im not promoting amc netball team here k?? just a sharing.. haha.. ) the performance of the team has declining over this few years but i know that all of them ald did their best.. gambateh.. u can do it if we can do it..

改变

2009-12-15T10:34:00.000+08:00

曾经

有多么的讨厌改变

改变

就只有好与坏之差

世界每天日新月异

你还能逗留在你想要的那个时代吗？

有些事无论你是多么想维持现状

可是却发现

是不可能的

曾试在身边寻找一些不会改变的东西

除了有血缘关系的

无论是感觉或物体

抽想与否

都一直无法定位

好与坏

是没有一定的定义的

有人说

爱人和朋友只是一线之差

而在这两者之间的灰色地带

应该就是所谓的暧昧吧

暧昧

可以进化成情人或敌人

我相信没有任何人

可以维持一段暧昧关系到永远

用暧昧这关系

不断的付出

而不计较是什么身份

你可能觉得是伟大

或者就叫爱

可是有想过有可能也是愚蠢吗？

爱人先爱己

很老土的一句话

可是有谁不赞成

没有一辈子一样分量的爱

只有越来越爱

或是越来越看得清楚什么叫爱

爱的定义是什么

没有一定的答案

人要活得痛痛快快

不要顾虑别人的感受

自己开心是最重要

那问问你自己

当全世界唯独你一个人

为你自己的所作所为感到开心

而其余的都不开心

那你那时会是什么心情

改变不容易

但只要踏出第一步

一切都变得不难了

my msn is back in action..

2009-12-03T20:29:00.002+08:00

again, im announce that my old account - summy1987@hotmail.com is back in action again.. so u all can just ignore my new msn.. sorry for any inconvenient.. if u deleted my old one then just add it back.. thankz..

problems here and there.. SOS..

2009-11-27T18:01:00.002+08:00

Few days ago my house's LCD monitor ACER, fried..

ACER had been part of our family since 5 years ago..

Its time for it to retire and LG will take it's job..

The next day,

Me and my dad went to Yik Foong (consider Ipoh's low yat) to survey for a new LCD monitor..

After 1.5 hours walking here and there,

We make our mind to bring LG model W1943s home..

18.5 inch cost my dad rm385..

I think its good enough for a normal usage..

In the same time,

My uncle asked me to help him buy a webcam..

Why my uncle so hightech?

He started to touch computer, on9, sign up msn account, webcam now..

He miss his son who now studying in kuching..

He wanted to see his son is getting

fatter?

slimmer?

darker? (as usual)

more handsome? (i doubt)

In conclusion,

All because he miss his son..

I know nothing about webcam,

So i just simply buy one..

Genius iSlim 320 for rm69..

I'm not sure worth it or not.. (hehe..)

Since my cousin not here,

So i have to help him to install it on his PC..

i thought it will be very easy..

Just plug in and play..

But something went wrong..

I can use in my house's PC and my own laptop

But cannot use in his laptop..

Where go wrong?

I dunno..

With asking around and try and error..

2day finally i managed to install it successfully...

*clap*

But after settle one problem..

Another 2 problem pop out..

My PPS tv cannot use..

Try and error again..

Managed to solve it..

*clap again"

LAST but Not least.. ( I hope so)

my MSN account..

cant log in..

Guess someone hacked in my account..

Change the password will solve the problem..

BUT..

I forgot about the secure answer..

Try and error now again..

Hope i really can figure out the answer correctly..

WHERE IS MY MUM BIRTHPLACE???????

Capital letter or not will influence the answer??

Anyone can tell me this?

Or anyone know any others way to save my account..

I will appreciate a lot for the help..

Pray hard God will Guide me through out this..

Oh ya,

my holiday going to finish in 2 days time..

Time to start my last sem of my degree..

Last 4 months to go..

I will do my best so that i can convert the PTPTN loan to scholarship..

till then..

101109

2009-11-10T14:55:00.002+08:00

2day is a special day for me..

365 days..

it seems long but with you beside me..

it doesn't matter..

and i hope for more and more 365 days to go..

although there were not fully 365 days happiness..

but..

sadness are no longer visit me that often..

sometimes i am emo..

sometimes i am childish..

sometimes i am serious..

sometimes i am silly..

no matter how i act..

u will never give me a sour face..

your smile always touches my heart..

you are kind of blur..

you are kind of careless..

you are kind of poor in direction..

you are patience..

you are good temper..

this is who you are..

the one that always beside me..

due to my busy schedule of training..

its hard for us to have a great celebration..

but as long as we spend time together..

i still feel it is sweet and happy..

my words are not good in describing my feeling..

but just wanna tell you that..

i actually care you more than i showed..

I.L.O.V.E.Y.O.U

how u make a wise decision?

2009-10-25T11:50:00.002+08:00

A group of children were playing near two railway tracks, one still in use while the other disused.
Only one child played on the disused track, the rest on the operational track.

The train is coming, and you are just beside the track interchange.
You can make the train change its course to the disused track and save most of the kids.
However, that would also mean the lone child playing by the disused track would be sacrificed.
Or would you rather let the train go its way?

Let's take a pause to think what kind of decision we could make........ ........

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Most people might choose to divert the course of the train, and sacrifice only one child.
You might think the same way, I guess.
Exactly, to save most of the children at the expense of only one child was rational decision
most people would make, morally and emotionally.
But, have you ever thought that the child choosing to play on the disused track had in fact
made the right decision to play at a safe place?

Nevertheless, he had to be sacrificed because of his ignorant friends who chose to play where the danger was.
This kind of dilemma happens around us everyday.
In the office, community, in politics and especially in a democratic society,
the minority is often sacrificed for the interest of the majority,
no matter how foolish or ignorant the majority are, and how farsighted and knowledgeable the minority are.
The child who chose not to play with the rest on the operational track was sidelined.
And in the case he was sacrificed, no one would shed a tear for him.

The great critic Leo Velski Julian who told the story said he would not try to change the course of the train
because he believed that the kids playing on the operational track should have known very well that track was still in use,
and that they should have run away if they heard the train's sirens..
If the train was diverted, that lone child would definitely die because he never thought the train could come over to that track!
Moreover, that track was not in use probably because it was not safe.
If the train was diverted to the track, we could put the lives of all passengers on board at stake!
And in your attempt to save a few kids by sacrificing one child, you might end up sacrificing hundreds of people to save these few kids.

While we are all aware that life is full of tough decisions that need to be made,
we may not realize that hasty decisions may not always be the right one.

'Remember that what's right isn't always popular... and what's popular isn't always right.'

Everybody makes mistakes; that's why they put erasers on pencils.

just wanna share it..

2009-10-23T12:58:00.001+08:00

烛光晚餐。桌两边，坐了男人和女人。

　　“我喜欢你。”女人一边摆弄着手里的酒杯，一边淡淡地说着。

　　“我有老婆。”男人摸着自己手上的戒指。

　　“我不在乎，我只想知道，你的感觉。你，喜欢我吗？”

　　男人抬起头，打量着对面的女人。

　　24岁，年轻，有朝气，相当不错的年纪。

　　白皙的皮肤，充满活力的身体，一双明亮的，会说话的眼睛。

　　真是不错的女孩啊，可惜。

　　“如果你也喜欢我，我不介意作你的情人。”女人终于等不下去，追加了一句。

　　“我爱我妻子。”男人坚定地回答。

　　“你爱她？爱她什么？现在的她，应该已经年老色衰，见不得人了吧。否则，公司的晚宴，

怎么从来不见你带她来……”

　　女人还想继续，可接触到男人冷冷的目光后，打消了念头。

　　静……

　　“你喜欢我什么？”男人开口了。

　　“成熟，稳重，动作举止很有男人味，懂得关心人，很多很多。反正，和我之前见过的人不同，你很特别。

　　“你知道三年前的我什么样子？”男人点了颗烟。

　　“不知道。我不在乎，即使你坐过牢。”

　　“三年前，我就是你现在眼里的那些普通男人。”男人没理会女人，继续说。

　　“普通大学毕业，工作不顺心，整天喝酒，发脾气。对女孩子爱理不理，还因为去夜总会找小姐，被police抓过。”

　　“那怎么……”女人有了兴趣，想知道是什么让男人转变的。

　　“因为她？”

　　“嗯。”

　　“她那个人，好像总能看到事情的内在。教我很多东西，让我别太计较得失，别太在乎眼前

的事，尽量待人和善。那时的我在她面前，就像少不更事的孩子。那时真的很奇怪，倔脾气的我

，偏偏最听她的话。按照她说的，接受现实，我知道自己没用，就努力工作。那年年底，工作上稍微有了起色，我们结婚了。”

　　男人弹了弹烟灰，继续说着。

　　“那时，真是苦日子。两个人，一张床，家里的家具也少得可怜。知道吗？结婚一年后，我

才给她买了第一枚钻戒，存了大半年的钱呢。当然，是背着她存的。若她知道了，是肯定不让的

。”

　　“那阵子，因为烟酒弄得自己身体不好。大冬天的，她每天晚上睡前还要给我熬汤喝。那味道，也只有她做得出。”

　　男人沉醉于回忆里，忘记了时间，只是不停地讲述着往事。

　　而女人，也丝毫没有打断的意思，静静地听着。

　　等男人注意到时间，已经晚上10点了。

　　“啊，对不起，没注意时间，已经这么晚了。”男人抱歉地笑了笑。

　　“现在，你可以理解嘛？我不可能，也不会，做对不起她的事。”

　　“啊，知道了。输给这样子的人，心服口服了！”女人无奈地摇了摇头。“不过我到了她的年纪，会更棒的。”

　　“嗯。那就可以找到更好的男人。不是吗？”

　　“很晚了，家里的汤要冷了，我送你回去。”男人站起身，想送女人。

　　“不了，我自己回去可以了。”女人摆了摆手。“回去吧，别让她等急了。”

　　男人会心地笑了笑，转身要走。

　　“她漂亮嘛？”

　　“……嗯，很美。”

　　男人的身影消失在夜色中，留下女人，对着蜡烛，发呆。

　　男人回到家，推开门，径直走进卧室，打开了台灯。

　　沿着床边，他坐了下来。

　　“老婆，已经第四个了。干嘛让我变得这么好，好多人喜欢我呀。搞不好，我会变心呀。干吗把我变得这么好，自己却先走了？我，我一个人，好孤单呀……”

　　男人哽咽地说着，终于泣不成声。

　　眼泪，一滴滴从男人的脸颊流下，打在手心里的相框上。昏暗的灯光中，旧照片里弥漫着的是已逝女子淡淡的温柔。

沒有永遠對的價值觀

2009-10-17T15:01:00.000+08:00

朋友手拿一份報紙，說讓我做一個小小的測驗，我欣然同意了。

問題一：如果你知道有一個女人懷孕了，她已經生了八個小孩，其中有三個耳朵聾、兩個眼睛瞎、一個智能不足，

而這女人自己又有梅毒，請問，你會建議她墮胎嗎？

我剛要回答，朋友制止了我，又問我第二個問題。

問題二：現在要選舉一名領袖，而你這一票很關鍵。

下面是關於這三位候選人的一些事實：

候選人A：
跟一些不誠實的政客有往來，而且會咨詢占星學家。他有婚外情，是一個老煙槍，每天喝8─10杯的馬丁尼。

候選人B：

他過去有兩次被解雇的記錄，睡覺睡到中午才起來，大學時吸過鴉片，而且每天傍晚會喝一夸特的威士忌。

候選人C：
他是一位受勛的戰爭英雄，素食主義者，不抽煙，只偶爾喝一點啤酒。從沒有發生過婚外情。

請問你會在這些候選人中選哪一個？
朋友讓我把答案寫在紙上,然後告訴我說:

候選人A是：富蘭克林•羅斯福，
候選人B是：溫斯頓•邱吉爾，
候選人C是：亞道夫•希特勒。

我聽了答案驚訝地張大了嘴巴。朋友表情凝重地問我：
你是不是為世界人民選擇了希特勒？那你會建議這位婦女墮胎嗎？

我說：這個問題不用考慮，我們受計劃生育優生優育教育多年了，都生那麼多歪瓜劣棗了，就別再添亂了。當然墮胎啊。

朋友說：你殺了貝多芬，她是貝多芬的母親。
我又一次吃驚地張大了嘴巴。
朋友說：嚇一跳吧？本來你認為很好很人道主義的答案，結果卻扼殺了貝多芬、創造了希特勒？

最後朋友總結道：所以不要用既定的價值觀來思考事物。

我抓過朋友手中的報紙，原來真是一個測驗題，題目是《你的決定滅了誰》。
重要的是，不是我們在哪，而是我們要往哪走......
如果你知道往哪走，并且相信自己，世界會為你開出一條路........

boring night

2009-10-17T00:47:00.002+08:00

feels real bored now..

study is what should i do now

since 1 week later is my final exam ald..

i have been studying for this few days,

progress was not too bad

but in this particular moment

i feel damn damn damn boring

y my life can only stuck in this stupid boring room??

am i gonna spend my weekend just like that??

what else can i do??

my stupid laptop has mood swing

so i have to use it carefully

no gaming,

no drama,

no youtube..

= no life..

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

double 10

2009-10-11T21:03:00.004+08:00

A special day for both of us

no special plan for this day

but just a special person beside

365 days ago

we had dinner as friend

365 days later

we had dinner as couple

it still the same person in front of me

the only different

is the love that holding us now

day after day

months after months

i have you by my side for 11 months

whenever problems occur

i will turn to you

you will help me no matter what

i glad that

i have your shoulder to lie on

i have your hand to hold on

and your love to make me feel that im in love

thankz dear

IFeel Girl Search 2009

2009-10-08T23:52:00.001+08:00

Lau Kuan Yee, contestant no.10.
She is chosen as the Top 12 Finalist for iFeel Girl Search 2009.
To vote for her, simply type IGS 10 and send it to 32888. Starting from 1/10/09 - 31/10/09.
For multiple votes,
1 vote : IGS 10
3 votes : IGS3 10
5 votes : IGS5 10
10 votes : IGS10 10 (RM0.50 for each vote)

Vote for her, I plead!
I really want her to win, and she definitely deserves to win!
She is really pretty, and she has a heart of an angel.
She is my best friend too!
Therefore, hesitate no more and vote for her! Please. (=

mooncake festival

2009-10-06T19:48:00.002+08:00

Has been busy since i came back from raya break. but still i managed to go back ipoh during mooncake festival.. i think for our age, candles and tanglong are no longer in our playlist.. but last friday when i just reached ipoh, i went to my aunty's place.. when i reached the house, my 4 cousins were playing candles and tanglong there.. they were so excited when holding a tanglong on their hand.. they saw me and asked me to join them.. my mum went down took something from my aunt and we went off.. i asked my mum: 'y they so excited playing tanglong and candles?" my mum answered: 'you all used to be like that.. that time you all play until dun wan to stop..' ya.. she was right.. mooncake festival used to be day that im looking forward alot.. the children will play tanglong (or burn the tanglong??) and play with the candles while the adult will sit aside and chit chat. for me, masak masak was the most exciting part. masak the grass with the candles on a milo cover. mayb always see our mum cook thats y feel like trying it although we knew its not real. playing with fire was really fun.. haha.. but all this just can keep in my memory book. all of us are stepping nearer and nearer to the adult stage. this kind of fun is hard to get ald. but i still cherish the memories that accompany me grow up.

* since long time din update any blog, just spare some time out for this short blog. time to move on with my next agenda.. study for PCI test which is on this thurs.. gambateh partial sum and everyone out there..*

cameron

2009-09-25T02:04:00.002+08:00

last Saturday i went to cameron with my family.. the weather there was damn nice.. missed the time i spent there.. but basically this trip was actually a hiking trip for my parents and also their hiking gang.. for your info, my parents joined a hiking team few months ago and they are quite active in this kind of hiking activities.. their age are average 40 years old.. so i kind of salute them in what they did.. cameron hill is not very high but the weather there can be a challenge to all of them.. but they make it.. 10 hours journey.. really think they are hero.. haha.. for more info, plz visit http://www.orin-z.blogspot.com/.. this is their official blog..

快乐的钥匙

2009-09-12T13:44:00.000+08:00

　每个人心中都有把“快乐的钥匙”，但我们却常在不知不觉中把它交给别人掌管．

　　一位女士抱怨道：“我活得很不快乐，因为先生常出差不在家．”她把快乐的钥匙放在先生手里．

　　一位妈妈说：“我的孩子不听话，叫我很生气！”她把钥匙交在孩子手中．

　　男人说：“上司不赏识我，所以我情绪低落！”这把快乐的钥匙被塞在老板手里．

　　婆婆说：“我的媳妇不孝顺，我真命苦！”

　　年轻人从文具店里走来说：“那位老板服务态度恶劣，把我气炸了！”

　　这些人都做了相同的决定，就是让别人来控制他的心情．

　　一位知名作家和朋友在报摊上买报纸，那朋友礼貌的对报贩说了声“谢谢”但报贩却冷言冷脸，没发一言．

　　“这家伙态度很差，是不是？”他们继续前行时，作家问道．“他每天晚上都是这样的．”朋友说．

　　“那你为什么还是对他那么客气？”作家问他．

　　朋友答道：“为什么我要让他决定我的行为？”

　　一个成熟的人握住自己快乐的钥匙，他不期待别人使他快乐，反而能将快乐与幸福带给别人．

一些文字，很短很无奈!

2009-09-11T23:11:00.000+08:00

一些文字，很短很无奈!

等待你的关心，等到我关上了心。

走完同一条街,回到两个世界。

想你的时候有些幸福，幸福得有些难过。

你是我猜不到的不知所措，我是你想不到的无关痛痒。

所谓最难忘的，就是从来不曾想起，却永远也不会忘记。

谁把谁真的当真，谁为谁心疼。

多谢你的绝情，让我学会死心。

当眼泪流下来，才知道，分开也是另一种明白。

我真的爱你，闭上眼，以为我能忘记，但流下的眼泪，却没有骗到自己。

有时，爱也是种伤害。残忍的人，选择伤害别人，善良的人，选择伤害自己。

人生最遗憾的，莫过于，轻易地放弃了不该放弃的，固执地，坚持了不该坚持的。

脸上的快乐，别人看得到。心里的痛又有谁能感觉到。

不要轻易说爱，许下的承诺就是欠下的债！

不是不死心是死不了心。

痛过之后就不会觉得痛了，有的只会是一颗冷漠的心。

真心离伤心最近。

我想哭，可是我已经不知道该怎么流泪了。

在原谅与绝望之间游荡，唯一的感觉是伤伤伤！

思念一个人的滋味，就象是喝了一杯冰冷的水，然后一滴一滴凝成热泪。

喜欢一个人没有错，错就错在喜欢一个不喜欢自己的人。

无法拒绝的是开始，无法抗拒的是结束。

等待……也许并不容易；伤害……却轻而易举。

人生若只如初见,当时只道是寻常。

4 boy friends...

2009-08-27T23:09:00.000+08:00

Once upon a time there was this girl who had four boyfriends.

She loved the 4th boyfriend the most and adorned him with rich robes and treated him to the finest ofdelicacies. She gave him nothing but the very best.

She also loved the 3rd boyfriend very much and was always showing him off to neighboring kingdoms. However, she feared that one day he would leave her for another.

She also loved her 2nd boyfriend. He was her confidant and was always kind, considerate and patient with her. Whenever this girl faced a problem, she could confide in him, and he would help her get through the difficult times.

The girls 1st boyfriend was a very loyal partner and had made great contributions in maintaining her wealth and kingdom. However, she did not love the first boyfriend. Although he loved her deeply, she hardly took notice of him!

One day, the girl fell ill and she knew her time was short. She thought of her luxurious life and wondered, I now have four boyfriends with me, but when I die, I'll be all alone."

Thus, she asked the 4th boyfriend, "I loved you the most, endowed you with the finest clothing and showered great care over you. Now that I'm dying, will you follow me and keep me company?"

"No way!", replied the 4th boyfriend, and he walked away without another word.

His answer cut like a sharp knife right into her heart.

The sad girl then asked the 3rd boyfriend, "I loved you all my life. Now that I'm dying, will you follow me and keep me company?"

"No!", replied the 3rd boyfriend. "Life is too good! When you die, I'm going to marry someone else!"

Her heart sank and turned cold.

She then asked the 2nd boyfriend, "I have always turned to you for help and you've always been there for me. When I die, will you follow me and keep me company?"

"I'm sorry, I can't help you out this time!", replied the 2nd boyfriend. "At the very most, I can only walk with you to your grave."

His answer struck her like a bolt of lightning, and the girl was devastated..

Then a voice called out: "I'll go with you. I'll follow you no matter where you go.."

The girl looked up, and there was her first boyfriend. He was very skinny as he suffered from malnutrition and neglect.

Greatly grieved, the girl said, "I should have taken much better care of you when I had the chance!"

In truth, you have 4 boyfriend's in your lives:

Your 4th boyfriend is your body. No matter how much time and effort you lavish in making it look good, it will leave you when you die.

Your 3rd boyfriend is your possessions, status and wealth. When you die, it will all go to others.

Your 2nd boyfriend is your family and friends. No matter how much they have been there for you, the furthest they can stay by you is up to the grave.

And your 1st boyfriend is your Soul. Often neglected in pursuit of wealth, power and pleasures of the world.

However, your Soul is the only thing that will follow you where ever you go. Cultivate, strengthen and cherish it now, for it is the only part of you that will follow you to the throne of God and continue with you throughout Eternity.

Thought for the day:Remember, when the world pushes you to your knees, you're in the perfect position to pray.

失眠？？？？

2009-08-26T01:09:00.003+08:00

赶完我该做的课业

拖着疲惫的身躯

撑着沉重的眼皮

好不容易爬上我那舒服的床上

想着

‘太好了，终于有一晚我可以早睡了’

可能是过于的兴奋

或是已有‘睡差’的困扰

我眼睁睁的就过了两个小时

我真的很累

很久没感觉到这种疲累了

有人说

晚上是年轻人的‘早上’

以前还觉得满有道理的

可是现在

却不以为然了

捱夜已不是我能力范围以内能做到了

捱了一晚

我需要三天恢复我的元气

而连续几天或几个星期

我就剩下半条人命了

我这个人从小就爱上佛了

所以总爱抱着佛脚做人

什么临时抱佛脚

我是每时每刻抱佛脚

那我又如何能不捱夜呢

自己拿来得就不要埋怨了

今晚就不要想那么多了

希望我的脑子能早点打烊吧

晚安

人生有多少个十年？

2009-08-24T17:17:00.002+08:00

人生有多少个十年？

最重要是过得痛快。

最近一直听到很多坏消息，

很多人突然地离世，

没有任何预兆。

人生真的是那么不能预料吗？

我下一秒会因为喝水而离去吗？

走着走着被树压死？

笑死？

热死？

累死？

这看来都没什么可能会发生，

但是当它发生的时候，

谁可以阻止呢？

看开了，

我真的看开了。

拥有是每个人渴望的，

但珍惜却不是每个人都做得到。

你又做到多少呢？

口里说“我会珍惜身边的一切”

但你又做了什么？

行动是最实在的，

别到了你后悔也来不及的时候，

再痛哭，再心疼也没用了。

朋友，

我真的很珍惜你们。

无论你是谁，

我从来没后悔认识你们。

朋友，

是一生一世的。

truth??

2009-08-17T23:23:00.004+08:00

there is a website that created to seek the justice for my friend, gary..

since we cant do much for him anymore, so just support the ppl who helping to seek the truth..

anyone who interested can just click in and leave ur comment there..

thankz..

http://justiceforgaryrobert.webs.com/

btw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY..

hope u enjoy ur day up there with MJ and all the angels..

RIP, Gary..

miss u alotz..

Back to uniten again..

2009-08-15T19:43:00.002+08:00

mid term break is going to end in 1 more day..

there are few things i wana share for this midterm break..

1st:

jason fetched me back to ipoh.. 1st day main attraction was police station.. brought jason to ipoh and tapah police station.. haha.. that was the 1st time jason drove his dad's car for long journey.. and so unlucky it kena bang middle of the journey.. somewhere near tapah.. the impact was quite big from behind after we were stopped due to a long q in front.. due to some misunderstanding, we have to waste some time just to make a report..

2nd:

my aunt's coffee shop started operate on last saturday.. as a good gal, i went to help out for few nights.. 1st time doing this kind of job.. order drinks and cleaning.. wow.. its kind interesting in the beginning coz i never do this kind of things b4.. hehe.. the coffee there is very nice.. when my friends come to ipoh, muz bring them there to 'pong chan".. haha..

3rd:

the place that i visited the most for this holiday was ipoh state library.. this library had accompanied me during my spm days.. and now im bek day to study for my midterm tests.. basically camp there like working hours 9am to 5pm.. but eating hours is ald half of it.. had breakfast in oldtown b4 start our mission for 1.5 hours.. lunch for 2 hours.. then chit chat in the library.. so the outcome is not that good.. haha.. but at least i managed to read tru 2 subs notes.. not bad not bad.. better than i expected.. haha..

basically that what i did for the past week.. nothing much but really enjoyed the time with my family and friends.. H1N1 is getting serious nowadays.. and i pray hard that it will away from us asap.. friend out there, plz take k of urself.. wear mask always and see doc when u feel something wrong in you.. may god bless us..

You are a great friend..

2009-08-05T15:08:00.000+08:00

每一天都有人会离开这个世界

不认识的，

只会感到惋惜

感觉没太过的复杂

可是昨天我感受到我有生以来最心疼的一刻

生死病老

是人生不可避免的过程

这我是可以接受

但为什么有些人没经历过这人生过程

就得离开呢？

不公平，

真的不公平

可是我们能做什么？

事实是残酷的

但还是得接受

昨天带着轻松的心情从怡保回来

想着怎样享受这个星期

可是当我到达大学时

第一个坏消息就来报到了

Gary不见了

他已经失踪24小时了

感到很突然

但心里却觉得他会没事的

过了一个小时

来电传来了第二个坏消息

他们在体育馆里一个隐蔽的地方发现他的尸体

我呆了一会儿

接着眼泪不受控制的一颗接一颗的掉落

我不能接受这个事实

为什么

为什么是这个结局？

他的画面像影片一样出现在我脑里

在课堂里完全不能专心

心里安慰自己一定是搞错了

一个好好的人

辛辛苦苦的跑完了22公里

还在前十名以内

他跑完了这段路程

可是万万也想不到

他也跑完了他人生的路程

24小时所发生的事情没人懂

有很多猜测

但我觉得这已经不重要了

我认识他不长

就是大学这四年

如果完美是一百分

那他应该是九十七分了

运动，读书，人际关系，人格，样貌，家境

什么都是优等的

他总是给人和蔼的笑容

让人觉得他很平易近人

上个星期他以为我遇上车祸

他特地问候我

虽然是一场误会

可是让我很感动

最后一次和他真正接触

应该就是tenji buffet了

那时还和他开了很多玩笑

拍了满多的照片

可是现在已经没机会了

心痛，

真的很痛

眼泪不断地流

可是却不能洗去心痛的感觉

Gary, there are lots of things I wanna share with you..

But no chance..

I enjoyed watching you play futsal although you cant score that time..

The spirit that you showed me inspired me..

Im glad to have u as part of my life..

The cross section between us might be a small part..

But you did left some footprint in my heart..

You touched my heart by how you treat a friend..

I know you will never leave us

Cause you are inside our hearts..

Gary, RIP..

RIP my friend, gary..

2009-08-04T00:08:00.004+08:00

get to know this friend 4 years ago..

in my eyes,

he is handsome

good in sports

top student in uniten

friendly

humble..

in another word,

if perfect is 100%,

i would say he is going to reach 97%..

it is a great lost to everyone that know him..

his parents

his gf

and all his friends..

no words can describe my feeling now

but i know that God has a better plan for him..

Lord will guide him to a place where he is belong to..

and i tink heaven is the destination for him..

Gary,

u are a great friend..

and u will always in my mind..

RIP, my friend..

tenji buffet --> our last outing 2gether.. (gary - 2nd from the left)

my prayer point comes true..

2009-07-13T22:39:00.004+08:00

3 months of internship,

i missed all the church sunday service..

my new sem started last week,

so yesterday i went to church for sunday service..

the service has changed to different time d..

but i still can woke up and went to church after such a long time..

my worries for last 2 months has finally flied away..

HE answered my prayer point today..

and i really excited and happy bout this..

HE never give up me although im not faithful enough to HIM..

thankz Father God..

i pray that..............................

Final Year Project...

2009-07-11T17:52:00.002+08:00

basically when our batch students entered uni in this new sem..

everyone is busy searching lecturers for fyp..

and i did the same thing also for 2 days..

in the end i gave up..

is really hard to meet uniten's lecturers..

or is because we really no fate..

went to find them for whole days,

din even see their shadow..

damn it..

mayb i should not give up..

but i no idea what to do..

put my faith to GOD and just give a click on thurs??

will i get whatever title tat i wish to??

i doubt i can do that...

i tried to search on9 what i title i can do..

but i dunno where to start..

really no idea bout what telecommunication's title i can do for my fyp..

i really need help..

if u got any idea bout telecommunication field's title,

plz leave a comment here..

after tues,

still no idea,

then my last year of uni life can only depends on thurs..

pray that HE can give me the direction that i should follow..

AMEN..

last year to go..

2009-07-09T16:33:00.002+08:00

time flies..

last year of my degree is just started 4 days ago..

life is unpredictable now..

but what i do now will indirectly influence my future..

what can i do then?

i have no idea..

alot uncertainties are waiting for me in front..

i doubt i can do it..

i need more strength..

there are alot worries in my mind now..

and no solutions for all at this time..

so what mind set shud i have now??

i have no idea again..

father's day..

2009-06-22T17:24:00.003+08:00

2009 father's day..
was a special one..
bcoz i gave my dad a special present this year..
lets give a big crap to -----> SAMAN..
sweat sweat sweat..
my 1st ever saman since i got the license..
when i looked at the saman i feel that i very very very stupid..
still rmb tat early morning i got sumthing to do so have to park my car at a place..
i came late so i quite rushed to find a parking..
when i saw a car came out,
i was so happy coz i tot im lucky..
i straight away parked my car inside
and good driver like me sure put coupon..
after settled everything
i went and find my friends..
i was standing outside when i saw a police was giving saman to the car which disobey the law..
i summore called my friend and asked her got put coupon anot..
so nice of me..
after a while,
my sis called me to bring her sumthing from house to scholl..
so have to drive back home again..
and somehow i realized that the parking that im parked tat time was not a legal parking..
DAMN..
then i saw a paper flying on my front mirror..
DAMN DAMN DAMN..
Kena d lo..
what else..
y am i so stupid??
haiz..
cant blame anyone since it was an early morning..
i haven fully awake i guess..
so tats how my 1st saman came to my life..
haiz..

Special dedicate to Linny

2009-06-15T12:05:00.002+08:00

~15th of June 2009~

Happy 21st Birthday, Linny..
Nothing much i can post here
The main thing i wanna say
Already sent to you tru sms
I really put alot effort in that sms
Although it might look simple
But hope that u can feel my sincerity
Last 2 weeks
U 2 have touched my heart
So
i Do Hope That I can touch ur heart too
Friendship 4ever
And
HAppY BIRthdaY again to my good friend
Enjoy your special day
We will meet this sat k??
HappY Always ya..

last weekend..

2009-06-09T14:36:00.003+08:00

Went back ipoh with an excited mood last friday..
Have a nice sleep during friday night until i missed to have breakfast with my grandma..
I thought it will be a good day..
All the plans were on my mind that time..
But there was something happened that changed my mood in just a split of second..
I met an accident..
I'm the driver and luckily my cousin was with me that time..
I admit that the accident happened because i was not paying full attention..
I was chatting with my cousin..
When im going to cross a T junction,
A motor suddenly pop out from a small road..
I make an emergency break but too bad i still cannot avoid it..
I still bang the motor..
I stunned for few seconds in the car..
And honestly i was very scared..
This is the 2nd time i knocked a motor..
But this time there were some injuires on the passenger behind..
An old man (50 to 60 years old)..
Ya..
The motorist kept shouting and blaming me why i wanna cross the junction like that..
I was sked and did't really fight back..
But my cousin beside me was trying to give a fight (tru mouth lah..)..
I was shocked to see my cousin being so fierce.. (1st time in my life)
I felt sorry and i offered to sent that old man to klinik..
Since i saw his leh, forehead and hand were injuired..
Summore the neck senget aside..
Thank god..
The old man was ok that time..
And yes,
i did called my dad..
My dad wanted to report to the police..
To make sure that the old man is ok,
And no blame wil put on me after that..
But they don't want..
So the case just ended like that..
The motor is ok,
But my dad's car has a minor 'injuiries'..
I'm so sorry..
Really hope that the old man is ok..
And sorry to my dad coz i did some 'make up' on his beloved car..
My dad didn't blame me at all..
Sommore he kept reminding not to come out immediately from the car
if the surrounding is very quiet and no people around..
There are alot cases happened with this kind of trick recently..
So asked me to become extra careful..
Yes, dad..
I get it..
I will take care of myself..
And again,
Sorry to that old man..

~a cute car plat~

Cinta dan Kawan

2009-06-04T10:44:00.000+08:00

Satu hari CINTA dan KAWAN berjalan dalam kampung...
Tiba-tiba CINTA terjatuh dalam telaga...
Kenapa??
Kerana CINTA itu buta..
Lalu KAWAN pun ikut terjun dalam telaga...
Kenapa??
Kerana...
KAWAN akan buat apa sahaja demi CINTA !!
Di dalam telaga CINTA hilang...
Kenapa??
Kerana...
CINTA itu halus,mudah hilang kalau tak dijaga,
sukar dicari apatah lagi dalam telaga yang gelap...
SedangkanKAWAN masih lagi tercari-cari dimana CINTA & terus menunggu..
Kenapa??
Kerana...
KAWAN itu sejati & akan kekal sebagai KAWAN yang setia..

Bday Celebration Part 2

2009-06-02T14:18:00.009+08:00

今年的生日真的和以往不一样
这个生日：
多了他的陪伴
多了他的呵护
多了他的祝福
多了他的礼物
真的很谢谢他那精心的安排
让我度过不一样的二十二岁生日

This year bday is different from previous years

This year bday i have

Him accompanied me

His care towards me

His wishes

His presents

Really thankz to him for the special celebration

Let me have a wonderful 22 years old bday celebration

22052009

23052009

24052009

生日不一定要在当天庆祝

一个星期过后也可以很有意思

最重要的是人物和用意

悄悄告诉你们

我今年第一个生日愿望已经实现了

惊喜代表又惊又喜

我想那是最适合形容我当下的心情

这次真的给你们整了

你们让我收到最想珍贵的礼物

那就是我们三个之间的友情

看着你们准备礼物的video

我真的很感动

你们已经成功闯进我的世界

而且已被终身监禁

希望每一年的生日都有你我他的陪伴

谢谢你们让我有个难忘的生日

Summy - Thenggy - Linny

Best Friends Forever!!

Previous blog i said i will post up my bday presents' pic

so.........

Kai Bing's card

The bag from my gang of uni Friends

Belt from my uni gang too

Tagged by Kit Yin and Ye Mei..

2009-06-01T09:31:00.002+08:00

1. Besides your lips, where is the favourite spot to get kissed?
Cheek.

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
tired.

3. Who was the last person/people you took a photo with?
thenggy and linny..

4. Would you consider yourself spoiled?
Ya.

5. Will you ever donate blood?
wanted to but doc said my blood only enuf for myself..

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
yes.

7. Do you want someone to be dead?
No.

8. What does your last text message say?
dun wan tell u..

9. What are you thinking right now?
How to answer these question.

1o. Do you want someone to be with you right now?
no.. working now..

11. What was the time you went to bed last night?
11pm.

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
midvalley.

13. Is someone on your mind right now?
yes. hehe.

14. Who was the last person who text you?
my dear.

Ten Lucky Person to do this quiz:

1.Ye Mei
2.Kit Yin
3.Leo
4.Kai Bing
5.Wee Ser
6.Boon Heng
7.JAsmine
8.Keith
9.Yen Nee
10.Chin Leng

15. Who is no.2 having a relationship with?
Ask her la.

16. Is no.3 a male or a female?
Male.

17. If no.7 and no.1 get together, would it be a good?
Impossible.. both gals..

18. What is no.1 studying about?
Foundation.

19. When was the last time you chatted with them?
This year.

20. Is no.4 single?
i think so.

21. Say something about no.2?
always like to call herself leng lui. zhi lian..

22. What do you think about no.3 and no.6 being together?
wow.. interesting.. im looking forward for it to happen.. haha..

23. Describe no.9?
a true friend.

24. What will you do if no.6 and no.7 fight?
Impossible.They don't know each other. if they really fight i tink guy shud not bully gal rite??

25. Do you like no.8?
ya.. i like all my friends..

Short but meaningful story..

2009-05-27T09:59:00.002+08:00

While a man was polishing his new car, his 4 year old son picked a stone & scratched lines on the side of the car.

In anger, the man took the child's hand & hit it many times, not realizing he was using an iron wrench.

At the hospital, the child lost all his fingers due to multiple fractures.

When the child saw his father.... with painful eyes he asked 'Dad when will my fingers grow back?'

The man was very hurt and speechless, he went back to car and kicked it a lot of times.

Devastated by his own actions...... sitting in front of that car he looked at the scratches ........... the child had written 'LOVE YOU DAD'.

The next day that man committed suicide....

Anger and Love have NO LIMIT - choose the latter to have a beautiful & lovely life....

THINGS are meant to be USED and PEOPLE are to be LOVED, ..but the problem of today's world is that...

People are used. & Things are loved!!!

Thankz to all My fRIendsss..

2009-05-26T10:35:00.002+08:00

this post will be a short one..
just wanna thankz to:

@ friday (22/05/09) advance celebration @

~kai bing (my little god sis)
~kuan yee (my HPY)
~lai ann (my thick thick)
~yue ping (my junior and friend)
~chin

*thankz for the cake and spent time to celebrate with me although i know all of you are very busy.. just happy spending my time with u all although just 2 hours*

@ saturday (my big day - 23/05/09) @

~Jason
*special thankz to jason who accompanied for whole day. i know there was sumthing happened but i really appreciate what u have planned.. i enjoyed all the moments with you.. and thankz for all the presents and suprises*

~all my friends that sms and called me that day..
*i know some of you were trying to call me 12am but so sorry that i cannot ans the calls because im was on phone that time.. i cannot really list down all the names that wished me that day but i really wanna thankz u all for that.. all the msgs really touched my heart.. friends 4ever ya..*

@ sunday (24/05/09) belated celebration @
~jason
~karen
~thomas
~wee ser
~li chiat
~kenneth
~sue ann
~derek

*thankz for the stemboat session.. although cannnot go sing k a bit disappointed but still happy spending time with u all..*

~may peng
~kiat
~hee guan
~boon heng
~yee siong
~mei wyin
~joseph
~alvin law
~rey
~fong
~malcom

*i should b happy that u all are not in kl if not my bday celebration will be a SPECIAL one.. haha.. but i wanna thankz u all (total 18 persons) for the presents.. in case u dunno what are the presents, i tell u all here.. < bag, a belt (i guess) and a bed sheet (weird present.. haha..)> will post the pic up later on.. stay tune ya..*

last but not least, wanna thankz to my mum.. thankz for giving birth to me 22 years ago.. i love u alot.. this is the 1st year i din take the chance celebrate with my family.. but dun try to run away.. when i come bek next time, i still dun mind to have a belated celebration with u all.. haha..

Pictures..

2009-05-19T11:26:00.007+08:00

This post is just something simple.. Wanna share some pictures with you all.. Hope u all will enjoy it..

~Thankz for accompanied me for the past 5 weeks.. RIP Mr. Left..
Cause: tooooooo sad (He lost his best friend, Mr.Right, 5 weeks ago.. and now he left me also.. sad..)

~Look at the computer almost 8 hours in the office everyday day.. Got articles said that look at the green thing is good for eyes.. I just managed to found this to look at when my eyes tired.. Thankz Mrs. Spritzer.. (Why Mrs.? because she is wearing a tube.. haha..)

~Colgate? What so special that need to post up here??

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~Because............ it is not a normal colgate.. it is a pen.. haha..

Last picture for this blog..

~"Do not throw tissues on the floor or INSIDE THE TOILET BOWLS"
OMG.. Means after i BANGSAI, i should throw the tissues inside the bin also? or i misunderstand the meaning of toilet bowl?

life

2009-05-12T09:28:00.001+08:00

~we always have to start from the bottom to reach the highest part.. but every steps will become harder and harder when u started to walk..

~while you are walking towards the highest part, you found that it is hard to find the balance point..

~when wyouthought that you are going the highest part, its actually walking down again..

~after that you realized that you can never reach the highest part..

~you tried a lot of times.. but it is very hard to reach the highest part because you cannot find the balance point..

~one day, you will found out that you will only reach the highest part of your life when you can find the balance point of life..

~there is another way.. which is there are someone support you at the bottom.. maybe is your family, lover, friends or enermy..

the ball is round..

2009-05-07T17:26:00.000+08:00

i always believe that the ball is round..
i always believe that the miracle might happen..
i always wondering why football match must be 90 mins so long..
i think it is because they wanna let the players fight until the end..
if just 10 or 20 mins game i think football wont be so famous..
because it will not be as interesting as now..
everyone thought chelsea will entering final when they scored 1 goal in the first 10 mins..
and they can defend until extra time 93 mins..
but the ball is still rolling means the game is still on..
when see the ball fly in the goal post,
barcelona's supporters should be shouting here and there..
jumping here and there..
the happiness cannot be describe out..
it is like miracle happen..
as for chelsea's supporters,
the only reaction should be
'shit.. how can this happen?'
'damn it'
'wtf'
no matter what,
the result still wont change..
1-1..
barcelona won by away goal..
1 shot on target and thats the goal for them..
to bring them to final in rome..
barcelona is a good team..
i hope they can beat manchester united and
become the champion..
sorry for manchester united's fans..
i just don't like this team..
all the best,
barcelona..

ipoh trip with my gang of friends..

2009-05-06T11:56:00.000+08:00

It is not easy to gather with whole bunch of good friends when we are having internship training in different places. Last friday was holiday so we decided to gather at a nice town ---> IPOH. Friday morning we departed separately from KL and Penang and met at Ipoh around 1.30pm. And the fun trip ended on sunday afternoon. I lazy to describe the whole trip so just post up some random pictures. The trip has only 1 word to describe ----> FUN. Hope our next meet up in Penang in another 1 month time is on.. See you all that time.. Take care and all the best..

结局。。

2009-05-04T12:33:00.000+08:00

结局会是怎样呢？
当晚我等了很久，
也等不到她的信息。
心想，
大概是她已换了电话号码。
失望的同时，
竟然有回应了。
我告诉她我的名字，
问她是否还记得我。
她回答，
当然记得啦。
我怀疑她只是随便说说，
但她却能讲出我在哪一年和她拍过照，
三年级至五年级是她的学生。
我顿时傻眼了，
心里却是甜甜的。
她真的是记得我呢。
大家互相的问候对方，
也聊起天来，
感觉很舒服。
老师，
我真的很想你。
可是我知道，
如果我们相约出来见面，
场面一定很尴尬。
所以还是传简讯吧。
我一定好好记得你的。
没有你，
我不会是今天的我。

i'm Gemini..

2009-04-27T13:51:00.000+08:00

GEMINI - The Twin

Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners Very Good at confusing people... Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out. Gemini's will not take any crap from anyone. Gemini's like to tell people what they should do and get offended easily. They are great at losing things and are forgetful. Gemini's can be very sarcastic and childish at times, and are very nosey.
Trustworthy. Always happy. VERY Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE.

* how true is this? i also not sure.. *

一位我敬佩的老师

2009-04-24T10:12:00.000+08:00

从小学开始，
我的成绩一直以来都是很普通的，
没有很好但也不至于很差。
我还记得，
小学时，
影响我最多的一位老师，
也是连续三年是我的班主任，
在小学生涯里最了解我的老师，
竟然觉得我在UPSR里不会拿到七个A。
那时的我觉得，
为什么没有我的份？
我真的有那么差吗？
是很伤心，
现在回想起，
其实那时我也没有很用功的去温习。
哈哈。
这位老师在我五年级的时候就跑去生造了。
她没机会看到我拿UPSR成绩，
更别说我有机会告诉她，
我拿到七个A。
是好运吗？
我不晓得。
中三那年，
这位老师来我的学校当华文实习老师，
我听到她的名字时，
我吓到了。
是她吗？
那个我敬佩的老师吗？
和一班就同学去找她。
我的样子她已认不得了。
可是当我告诉她我的名字时，
她脸上顿时有了笑容。
是的，
她记得我。
我很骄傲的告诉她，
我UPSR的成绩。
她虽然不记得她讲过什么，
可是之后我还是满怀欢喜的。
她对我来说，
不是一位普通的老师。
她真的影响我很多。
没有她，
我不会是英式篮球的州手，
我不会是个认真学习的家伙，
（我知道我平时都不是很认真啦，
我的意思是该认真的时候认真）
最重要的是，
我不会是今天的我。
很巧的，
我在几年前遇上了她，
那时跟她谈了一会儿，
拿了她的电话号码，
可是一直就没联络了。
刚刚想碰碰运气，
传简讯给那个号码，
希望她没换号码。
结果呢？
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

intership life..

2009-04-15T09:56:00.000+08:00

Since I come to this world, i had no working experience. And now im 22 years old, due to a compulsory internship training that I must join before I graduate, I finally have my first working experience. 6 days passed, and stil got 54 days waiting for me. Honestly, working doesn’t seem good to me. Before that, I was quite looking forward what I am going to gain from this internship training since I am working in Maxis broadband company which is a big company in Malaysia telecommunication field. First day work, Maxis already give me a heavy taks to handle. I waited for my supervisor for an hous in the lobby alone (since Jason and 1 malay friend’s supervisor already came). After that, they told me that my supervisor already transferred to KL sentral last week and asked me to go KL sentral work starting from the next day. I was shocked and just say OK in the first place. A guy asked me to sit aside and online since I no need to do anything here. In the meantime, I am actually thinking how am I going to KL sentral tomorrow. I purposely rent a room in subang so that its near to shah alam. And they told me to go KL Sentral. OMG.. I cannot imagine my life everyday squeeze inside the KTM during peak working hours. So I decided to called my supervisor and told him my problems. He is kind enough to help me find another supervisor in shah alam’s company. So, my new supervisor is Mr. Ramneek and I am under Network Operation Department. The main function of my department is actually maintain the live system for all maxis services. There are 3 sub department under it, which are fix and international core, GSM core and IP core. On the first day, my supervisor gave me a short briefing about all the departments and he told me that I won’t involve a lot in whatever things that other people are doing because all their works are about live system, which means the whatever services that we are using now. If I make a small silly mistake there then the system might change and problems will occur. So my supervisor asked me to sit aside and look at what are they doing. He said I will be first place in fix and international core. He attached me to another malay lady and asked the malay lady to look after me. But what she told me was ‘you sit down first. If got anything you can do I will pass it to you.’ Ok, I sat there until 6pm for the first day.

Boring life began. Second day, I brought my laptop along and yet they still said the same sentence to me. So I just online for the whole morning. Lunch time, I brought along my laptop and put it inside the car boot for half an hour. When we wanna take out that time, then only we realized that the boot lock already spoilt. Someone tried to open the boot. I have no special response when Jason told me this. And I had no idea whether my laptop is still inside or not. My working experience must be so CHALLENGING? Everybody in the office was busy with their own work, even the cleaner is more busy than me. I feel bad when I think of this. I know there are a lot people who having internship like me will have the same life as me now but at least you all know all this will be slightly better when come to the following week. But I see nothing in front of me. I tried my very best to find something to do while other people are busy around. The only guy that willing and free to teach me something is Abang Romzi. He is ex member for this department and now he is in GSM core. When he is free, he will come to me and teached me something in theory first. Honestly, until now whatever I learned are from him. I don’t blame the malay lady that I attached to cause I know they are really busy. Everyday need to do the same work continuously and even go back home later than me to finish up the work. I felt that is my destiny to stay at this department. Maybe if I didn’t requested to change supervisor, my life will be different. But what is done is done. I have to admit that this is my life now. Happy or not, boring or not, I still have to face it.

Boring life tend to make me no mood. And I admit that I have mood swing during this 2 weeks. I tried to control but I really cannot. Even other trainees in my company is doing something (at least something) everyday but I am the only one doing nothing. Ya, I am having an easy life here, do nothing and earn RM500 every month. But this is not what I want. I don’t scare got a lot of works, but I scare that I have nothing to do and just look at the laptop. I felt that myself is a useless people. I don’t understand why people who got work to do also want to complain boring. (this make me feel geram) If u experience something like me, then is it call damn damn damn boring. Appreciate with what you have now. I hope I will appreciate what I have now too cause there might be somebody else who worst than me. I wrote this out not too complain my company but just wanna tell you all what life I am having now. I really hope that 3 months will pass like a roket now. I miss uniten life. I miss hang out with my friends. I miss going lectures and I miss my housemates and friends.

stress time is going to over..

2009-04-03T18:26:00.000+08:00

day after day..

and 2 weeks of final is going to end..

left one more last paper tomorrow morning and im done with my 3rd year last sem..

still got 1 year more to go and im done with my degree..

1 year sound long but i think it will just happen in a split of second..

this sem final consider a hard time for me..

coz 3 core subjects are totally strange to me for the whole 3 months..

i need to kaji and study all by myself..

time is not really enough for me to do so..

so kind of stress..

but no matter how stress is it,

i still manage to go through the 2 weeks..

and i can say that i already try my best..

i will let HIM to decide for me for the rest..

i believe in HIM..

i hope the result wont drag my result out from dean list..

i pray hard for that..

stress time overed..

and time to step into my another new chapter of my life..

that is working life..

i will be working 3 months for my internship trainning in MAXIS..

starting next mon..

no time for me to rest and get ready for it..

for your information,

this is the first time im working..

kind of worry what will happen..

hope its not too hard for me..

and not forget tomorrow is 'Qing Ming'..

the day that i looking forward every year..

i will try my very best not the miss that day every year..

the main reason is because my grandpa..

i miss him...

alot alot alot..

friends,

hope you all enjoy the internship trainning..

and hope we can meet on 1st of may for vacation..

take care and all the best for those who got sports paper tomorrow..

nice foodsss in Ipoh for 24 hours..

2009-03-19T23:34:00.000+08:00

怡保有山城之稱，所謂“吃在山城、吃在怡保”，這意味著怡保美食種類繁多，而且食物的味道變化多端，和廣東地道食物最接近。

有人說，怡保人最挑食，這全靠怡保美食多，這個筆者絕不否認。也有人說，怡保人吃東西的口味較重，這倒是見仁見智。無可否認的是，怡保人偏愛吃麵，無論是早餐、午餐、晚餐或是宵夜，都不難找到著名的麵食，這就是怡保的飲食文化和特色。

怡保食物因為老饕的喜愛而揚名海外，怡保白咖啡及咖哩粉就是衝出國際的例子，就連香港食神梁文韜和食家蔡瀾也點名稱贊怡保美食，並帶著美食團到怡保找吃。說到這裡，你是否也準備好你的胃口，跟隨筆者走一趟怡保的美食之旅呢？

早餐美食地圖（7am〜11am）

醉酒麵

醉酒麵是道地客家食物，有人愛叫它醉蝦麵，這裡的老闆特製杞子糯米酒，還要釀上一個月，才可以為湯底添風味。醉酒麵湯底具有濃烈的酒味，配上全蛋生麵、鮮蝦，經過腌製的豬肉片、雞蛋和木耳來品嚐，吃完後全身熱騰騰。吃完麵條，你也可以一邊喝湯一邊吃下湯中的杞子和蛋絲，非常享受，聽說坐月婦也適合食用哦！

推薦地點：怡保萬里望幸運山景園相聚歡飲食廳

海鮮米粉

好吃的海鮮米粉除了海鮮要新鮮，熬湯底的時候要下足功夫，這裡的海鮮米粉，湯底味道和海鮮新鮮度都屬一流，是怡保老饕高度評價的美食。原因很簡單，老板李之楷夫婦每天下午在店鋪關門後，就在店內埋頭熬煮湯底，這些用來煮海鮮米粉的湯底，一熬就是8句鐘，因此，美味和鮮甜的湯底，配上魚滑和大蝦等海鮮，是最完美的搭配。

推薦地點：怡保姚德勝街金記海鮮粉餐室

魚頭米粉

在這裡吃魚頭米粉，你會感到受寵若驚，除了價格相宜，材料也相當豐富。你可以先喝一口湯，酸酸甜甜的，老板用甘蔗和鹹菜來熬煮湯底，使湯底散發出天然甜味，後來就是一陣鹹菜酸味。老板只用石班魚頭來煮魚頭米粉，首先會將魚頭炸脆，在鍋頭上灑下紹興酒，以完全融入魚頭裡，再倒進湯底，加上蕃茄和桔子，香噴噴的魚頭米粉就可以上桌了。

推薦地點：怡保第一花園廣洲茶室輝記

咖哩麵

這是怡保最早期的咖哩麵，帶有印度咖哩濃郁香味，咖哩味道較重，你可以選擇乾咖哩或咖哩湯麵，麵條淋上老板親手製作的咖哩醬料，配上叉燒、燒肉及雞絲，食客也可以另外點一碟叉燒、燒肉、白斬雞、蝦隻及海南叉燒（鹵豬肉），沾上利用蒜頭、薑、豬肉汁、咖哩油及咖哩醬煮成的招牌醬料來食用。

推薦地點：怡保休羅街新泉芳茶室

麻竦拉麵
喜歡挑戰辣度的朋友，絕對要試試這裡的麻辣拉麵，這裡的麻辣醬料是由老板娘親手調製，用來烹煮麻辣麵。顧客可以配合自己嗜辣的程度，選擇勁辣、中辣和少辣等味道。酸辣的麻辣湯配上拉麵，還有大蝦、豬肉和魚餅，吃完整碗麻辣麵後，你會汗流浹背，高喊：麻辣麵真夠辣！
推薦地點：怡保萬里望幸運山景園相聚歡飲食廳

午餐美食地圖（11am〜2pm）

炖蛋／吉士撻

茶室老板娘親手調製的焦糖炖蛋，是怡保少有的傳統式炖蛋。焦糖和雞蛋的搭配非常美味，在取出一口軟滑炖蛋時，記得也要蘸上一點焦糖，這樣吃進口裡分外順滑，特別甜美。茶室也很貼心地為顧客準備一杯清水，吃完炖蛋後還可以嗽口，好不享受。老板娘每天只做不到200隻炖蛋，即使是假期也不例外，有興趣品嚐炖蛋的朋友得要趁早哦！

推薦地點：怡保舊街場天津茶室

燒肉飯

這間燒臘檔每天午餐時段都會大排長龍，所以買飯和斬燒臘的顧客都必須分開排隊，不然就買不到全城最出名的燒腩、叉燒和燒腸了。這裡的燒腩最受歡迎，每次開檔不到2句鐘就被掃光，燒腩皮脆肉香，咬了一口還想再咬。燒腩可以買來送飯，也可以當小食吃，有些慕名而來的外地顧客，還會打包回去慢慢品嚐呢！

推薦地點：怡保第一花園淅江燒肉一支骨

雞絲河粉

如果說芽菜雞是怡保標誌性的美食，那雞絲河粉就是怡保美食的鼻祖，因為先有雞絲河粉才有芽菜雞，如果來到怡保不吃雞絲河粉，就等於沒有來過怡保一樣，很可惜。雞絲河粉是怡保的道地麵食，老板利用雞骨和蝦殼來熬煮湯底，再配上香滑河粉、去骨雞絲和大蝦，還有韮菜和淋上蝦油，吃進嘴裡散發出陣陣的蝦味，非常清甜。

推薦地點：怡保舊街場天津茶室

大樹頭釀料米粉

釀料粉是怡保特色食物之一，這裡還有另一個特點，就是在陰涼的大樹頭下吃東西，別有一番滋味。怡保人最喜歡坐在大樹頭下，點一碗清湯、叻沙或乾撈米粉，再配上大樹頭釀料來一起吃。這裡的釀料賣點就是即炸即賣，非常脆口，顧客可以拿起夾子，在籃子裡慢慢挑選18種鮮炸的釀料，包括釀苦瓜、羊角豆、長豆、豆腐、辣椒、雞蛋、炸魚丸、炸腐皮和沙葛釀料等。

推薦地點：怡保兵如港大樹頭忠記魚旦（德記酒家後面）

海南雞飯

怡保除了以芽菜雞聞名，雞飯也是遊客必吃的美食之一。這裡的海南雞飯特別出名，如果你選擇午餐時間前來吃雞飯，你就會見識到大排長龍等叫飯的壯觀，無論如何，當你點了雞飯坐下後，看到員工為你端上一碟香噴噴的油飯，加上一碟香滑可口的白斬雞，你會覺得一切都是值得的。

推薦地點：怡保白宮雞飯

下午茶美食地圖（3pm〜5pm）

豆漿+豆腐花

怡保人把豆漿稱為“豆精”，這裡出售的豆漿和豆腐花是以古方特製，豆味特別濃厚，如果你覺得只是飲用豆漿和豆腐花太過單調的話，你可以點一杯“白白”或“黑白”，即是豆漿參豆腐花或是豆漿參涼粉。這裡的賣點是，要是你坐在車裡，把車駛到檔口前面點下飲料後，就會有人端上飲料給你，讓你好好地在車裡享受。

推薦地點：怡保戲院街奇峰豆腐花

雲頭浪

雲頭浪是一種冷凍甜品，最適合在天氣炎熱時品嚐，檔主會把刨冰放在雲頭浪上，然後依據顧客的喜愛，替他們加上桔子、椰子或石榴子，怡保人愛把雲頭浪配桔子稱之為“雲桔”，雲頭浪加椰水和椰肉叫“雲椰”。檔主銷售雲頭浪超過30年，除了雲頭浪外，紅豆冰（雜雪）也是檔主的拿手甜品之一，相信鮮少人會吃過裡面有雲頭浪、椰肉和石榴子的紅豆冰吧！

推薦地點：怡保大和園巴剎後面的328茶室

豬腸粉

在這裡吃豬腸粉，讓我領悟到一碟簡單的豬腸粉，其實也可以這樣有吸引力，而且是吃完一碟會再加一碟，停不了口。這裡每天的營業時間只是下午3點到5點，行動要快！

推薦地點：怡保拉乞巷肥豬茶檔

炸香蕉

如果你的下午茶不想吃得太飽，但是吃麵包又覺得太過乏味的話，你可以選擇點一些炸年糕、番薯、芋頭及香蕉來填肚，這些炸小食的份量不會很大，你可以每樣點兩塊，每樣都試一下味道，非常過癮。檔主售賣炸小吃已有24年，從路邊攤搬到茶室，支持者依然不少。

推薦地點：怡保高溫街華南茶室新和園炸小吃

白咖啡+燒麵包

怡保人最愛在下午餐時段，喝一杯醒神的白咖啡，再吃下一兩片“鴛鴦”燒麵包。如果你來到怡保獵食，也可以嘗試融入怡保人的生活，到人潮最多的白咖啡茶室裡啖一啖白咖啡，記得要叫一兩片塗上牛油和加央的“鴛鴦”燒麵包。

推薦地點：舊街場新源隆茶室

晚餐美食地圖（6pm〜9pm）

生肉麵

生肉也就是牛肉片，新鮮的牛肉切片後用生粉腌製，然後利用牛肉上湯來涮一下，就可以吃到爽口的生肉。點一碗生肉湯，再來一碗煮水或一碟乾撈客家肉碎麵，一口吃著肉碎麵，再來一口生肉，這就是最完美的搭配。如何你覺得只吃生肉太過單調，你也可以點一碗牛雜來嚐，甚至在生肉湯裡加上客家脆腐皮、小丸及大丸等。

推薦地點：怡保舊街場列治街益生茶室

河嘻

除了芽菜雞，潮州河嘻也是怡保數一數二的特色美食，河嘻是一種湯麵，除了麵條外，材料有魚皮雲吞、魚丸和魚餅，再加上冬菜和辣椒片來調味，多數人會點冬粉或河粉河嘻。來到這裡，你可以點一碗河嘻嚐嚐，或者只是點一碗齋麵，並在檔口玻璃櫥裡挑選由老板自製的魚皮雲吞、脆口炸腐皮、釀辣椒、豆腐和各種魚丸等作配料。

推薦地點：怡保舊街場邦里瑪路馨芳茶室

鴨腳包

這是傳統的廣東美食，檔主目前是第三代的鴨腳包“傳人”。這裡有賣大小的鴨腳包，還有珍珠粒和肉乾肉絲麵包，這些食物全部都是一邊蒸一邊賣，顧客點了食物吃進口裡，還有一陣熱騰騰的感覺。鴨腳包的外觀看起來像鴨腿一樣，可是材料全部都是採用豬肉，並以豬腸薄皮包裹起來。其實鴨腳包和鴨肉根本扯不上任何關係。

推薦地點：怡保彩虹城（糖水街）梁培記鴨腳包

生蝦麵

這間酒樓擁有超過50年的歷史，酒樓的外貌和食物味道依然原汁原味。來到這裡必點一碗生蝦煮生麵來好好品嚐一番，新鮮的淡水生蝦配上雲吞麵，當蝦膏溶入特別熬煮的雞湯裡，吃起來麵條充滿鮮蝦味，清甜又美味。

推薦地點：怡保舊街場鴻圖酒樓

芽菜雞

芽菜雞的吃法很簡單，首先是來一碟新鮮白斬雞，再來一碟怡保肥美芽菜，然後配搭一碗香滑可口的沙河粉一起吃，或者你也可以再點一碗豬肉丸來配搭沙河粉，別有一番滋味。芽菜雞和雞絲河粉配料幾乎都一樣，芽菜雞只是把雞肉、芽菜和沙河粉分開上桌，味道比較濃郁，至於雞絲河粉則把全部材料放進一碗湯粉裡，一起食用。

推荐地點：怡保姚德勝街安記芽菜雞沙河粉

宵夜美食地圖（10pm〜12am）

雜果雪

雜果雪是怡保特色美食，小販會把冰塊刨在碗裡，然後依序在刨冰上鋪上各種水果，包括西瓜、木瓜、荔枝、龍眼、龍珠果、奇異果、芒果、菠蘿及蜜瓜等，小販也會依據顧客的喜好而淋上紅糖或椰糖。顧客可以選擇甜味或酸味的雜果雪，甜的雜果雪有生奶和雪糕、酸的雜果雪則淋上白糖、桔子、檸檬和酸柑汁，無論是甜或酸的雜果雪，都各自各精彩。

推薦地點：怡保彩虹城（糖水街）33號檔

魷魚加菇菜

沒錯，是魷魚茹菜。我們常吃魷魚蕹菜，很少可以吃到魷魚加菇菜，在這裡你可以品嚐到魷魚蕹菜或是魷魚加菇菜，如果你喜歡，兩種都可以點來吃。加菇菜很快會熟透，在煮熟的時候必須小心控制火勢，而且價格也比較貴。這裡最特別的就是醬料，這些醬料都是老板娘親手調配，味道一流。

推薦地點：大和園路東姑亭咖哩粉茶餐廳（馬來亞銀行附近）

豬雜粥

豬雜粥顧名思義就是用豬隻內臟煮成的一碗粥，材料包括豬腰、豬紅、豬舌、豬腸、炸腸和豬肚等，其實豬雜粥的功夫除了在於粥煮得夠滑口外，也不可以有太重的豬味。別小看這一碗豬雜粥，如果你可以把整碗粥的材料都吃完的話，就足以填飽你的五臟廟了。

推薦地點：怡保彩虹城（糖水街）18號檔

羅惹

如果你不想宵夜吃得太飽，又想吃一些爽口及容易消化的食物，水果羅惹一定是你的不二選擇。這裡的賣點就是老板娘自製的羅惹醬，當羅惹醬淋在各式水果上，再加入花生碎、芽菜、蕹菜和蝦餅攪拌在一起，香噴噴的羅惹就可以端到桌上，讓你吃得痛快。

推薦地點：大和園路東姑亭咖哩粉茶餐廳（馬來亞銀行附近）

雪花啤酒+爆燒肉

怡保新元華飲食閣的雪花啤酒已經申請專利，只有來到這裡才能夠喝到真正的雪花啤酒。冰凍的啤酒倒進冷凍的啤酒杯子裡後，啤酒就會馬上變成微小的冰塊，喝進口裡猶如Ice Blended啤酒一樣，這就是充滿特色的雪花啤酒。晚上約好三五知己，來到這裡喝幾杯雪花啤酒，再點上一碟爆燒肉、宮保雞或江魚仔吊片來搭配啤酒，這才是人生的一大享受。

推薦地點：怡保舊街場錫米路新元華飲食閣

stress

2009-03-17T15:15:00.000+08:00

this semester is coming to the end soon..

in another word,

it means that final is coming soon too..

next mon will be my first paper..

but how come i haven touch any subject yet??

i really feel stress this semester..

not even 1 subject im confidents with it..

i wondering how my cgpa will be for this semester..

this is my 3rd year 2nd semester d..

i still got 1 more year to go..

i hope i really can at least maintain my cgpa until the end of my studies..

i know my cgpa now is not really high but then i ald sactisfy with it..

are the subjects getting harder or i just become more and more lazy??

what should i do now??

can i really sit down and start prepare for my final??

God, please give me strength..

i pray that everything is going smooth to me..

Gob bless..

OMG..

2009-03-06T12:55:00.000+08:00

OMG..

i just knew that i wrote the wrong date for my uni's live band concert..

it was actually on 4th of march..

sorry everyone..

especially for angela..

coz she wanted to come but i wrote the wrong date..

anyway,

it was a successful event..

it should be the last event organized by me and my gang of friends..

at least,

our hard works and efforts come to a good response..

thankz to everyone who attending and performing..

and to all the committees and ajks,

YOU ALL DID A GREAT JOB..

thankz alot..

JAM..

2009-02-20T21:58:00.000+08:00

i live in ipoh for 17 years plus..

and 4 years ago i came to this busy place..

kuala lumpur..

although my university is in some where near bangi, selangor..

but once in a while i will go kl have a walk too..

no nd talk about kl..

even the places near my place..

a place far from main town will jam also..

i hate jam..

and just now i went to institusi HELP..

to promote WATT's live band concert..

on the way back that time..

we were trapped in the jam for 2 hours..

i know it mayb normal for kl ppl but not for me..

when me and my frend were trapped in the jam..

we started to look around..

we found out that 97% of the cars around us

ONE PEOPLE ONLY IN THE CAR..

malaysian really that rich??

every single ppl will own a car??

haiz..

no wonder so jam lah..

even pay tol oso need trapped in the jam..

other than complained in the car we cant do anything..

life is just so miserable..

i canot imagine if im going to work in kl..

what my life will be??

and its goin to happpen in another 1.5 months time..

guess i will update everyone my feeling that time..

everyday trapped in the jam..

ohh yii nyor..

WATT"s going on..

2009-02-18T15:52:00.000+08:00

WATT's Going On..

a live band concert organize by me and my friends...

all the songs are composed by the Uniten's students..

most of the bands is from my uni..

it will be a 3 hours concert..

talented vocalist and bands will be performing..

oh ya..

not only band performance..

we also will come out with break dance and pop jazz by our uni students..

so don't just sit there and do nothing..

its open to all people..

any friends that are interested in music or dance can contact me for further details..

the detail is like below..

date: 3/4/09
venue: Dewan Seri Sarjana, UNITEN
time: 7pm to 10.30pm
price: rm3 per ticket (buy 5 free 1)

please support us...

we wanna share this with all..

thankz..

hospital serdang..

2009-02-18T15:27:00.000+08:00

jogging jogging and jogging..

and last week i jogging until i entered hospital..

stil remember that day i woke up at 7am..

jog to stadium with kathy and lai ann..

half way,

my stomach felt very pain..

i thought was toilet that kind of stomach pain so i continued jog..

after a while,

level of pain increased dramatically..

i stopped and i went to toilet...

sat on the toilet bowl but no output..

i just sat there seeing my hand shaking and sweat all over my body..

i felt uncomfortable that time and pain until i bite my own finger..

this is the 1st time i felt so pain..

its even more pain than my shoulder dislocated that time..

after 20 mins

i walked of the toilet and lied on a bench..

lai ann was there to jaga me..

she kind of worried and sked that time..

we wanted to go hospital but no one to call and we didn't bring hp wif us..

i cant rmb any of my frend's hp num oso...

at this time,

an guy angel came..

he know me and i know him.. (not that close)

in the end he helped me called my HERO ----> Kenneth...

Kenneth was sleeping that time..

but then he straight away speed to stadium to drive me to hospital serdang..

yee siong also kena woke up by kenneth's call...

so 3 ppl teman me go hosp...

when i reached hosp,

all the pain gone..

but still i need to see the doc..

the doctor asked me to take sum urea test..

and that time...

i found out that i act having period..

OMG...

urea test sumhow bcom blood test d..

haha...

so im not sure wats the cause of my pain even after i see the doc..

the doc just said

'i suspect nothing serious so you can go home and rest..'

so my hospital journey ended...

specially thankz to lai ann, yee siong, kenneth and the angel that i dun really noe his name..

thankz alot..

without one of you all that day,

i might just pain til i reach heaven..

actually i like to jogging alone and i used to jogging alone..

but yet thank god that i was not alone that day...

jogging??

2009-02-04T08:59:00.000+08:00

its 9am now..

and i went jogging tis early morning..

last time when i saw people jogging early in the morning..

i used to say

'how come this people so semangat?'

'for me i wont so stupid take my sleeping time and wake up at this time just to jogging'

STUPID??

then what i'm doing now??

haha..

the way of thinking will change with time..

ya..

it might not happen in the past..

but that doesn't mean it wont happen in the future..

jogging in the morning is more relax and the weather is much more nicer than evening..

i enjoy every moment..

ya..

maybe my stamina is not as good as last time..

but i can see that it's improving day by day..

i wanna make a correction here..

i start to jogging not because i wanna gam fei..

it is because i wanna have a healthy life..

i realised this in my sports management class that im taking this sem..

what lecturer teached in the class had touched my heart..

i might not see the effect now if i din exercise..

but what will happen in the future??

no one know..

then why we wanna take the risk??

why don't we move our body now??

so i hope i can stick with my plan til i graduate or maybe cont when im working..

stay healthy all my friends..

and happy cny..

婆婆

2009-02-03T00:43:00.000+08:00

一直以来

我最尊敬的人是我爷爷

一位已过世多年

而从来没离开我思绪的人物

除了爷爷

当然也不忘我的婆婆

一位与我相处二十一年又八个月零十一天

一位从我懂事至中五就睡在同一间房

一位当我睡到太阳晒到屁股时，总是喜欢用脚推我起床

的人物

因为早年失去了爷爷

所以现在我很想孝顺婆婆

以前总觉得她整天唠唠叨叨的

可是现在想听她讲多几句都难

她的话变少了很多

我曾答应自己当我在怡保时

每个星期日

一定陪她吃她喜欢的早餐

带她想去的地方

可是这次

她竟然不再想出去了

她情愿留在家里

可能这看起来并不代表什么

可是我却觉得是

婆婆变老的迹象

和她谈天到一半

她竟然流泪

是我说错什么

还是她感到悲伤

心痛

真的感到心痛

生老病死是无所避免的

可是可以让我呆在她身边多一会儿吗

我没胆大声的说出这些

但我希望她会知道

我真的爱她

婆婆，好好照顾自己

fat??

2009-01-18T00:36:00.000+08:00

fat..

i don't care..

but that's was last time..

now..

i do care..

maybe what other people say is true..

as a girl grow up,

she will start to jaga her own imej..

i used to disagree with this..

but now i am totally agree with it..

keep on eat and lazy to move around

make me getting fatter and fatter...

so its time for me to move around..

i make a deal here..

every week at least twice..

if not i will skip my dinner for 1 week..

everybody around me..

please remind me..

'i can do it..'

study mood on..

2009-01-09T12:07:00.000+08:00

the 1st test for this semester will be at 5pm today..

actually i feel that holiday mood is still with me

but yet i have to ASK the study mood come and replace it...

study study study..

although i studied quite last minute for this paper,

but im glad that i managed to finish on time..

this semester will be a tough one for me..

all subjects are still so blur to me

although i have attended a month of lectures ..

partial sum,

time for you to concentrate in class...

don't ever dreaming anymore...

oh ya..

i wanna wish a friend of mine,

WEE SER, HAPPY BIRTHDAY...

i knew him since i entered Uniten...

hope that you will have a wonderful and memorable 22th bday..

haha..

last but not least,

hope we all can score in the semicon test later before celebrate your birthday..

all the best to all my friends and my dear..

jia you ohh..

christmas < today < new year

2008-12-27T19:00:00.000+08:00

this year christmas,

no big countdown party,

no big crowd to celebrate with,

but this year was the greatest christmas for me..

because..

with a special person beside me..

wonderful for me but i know there are other people suffered in another corner in that day..

life really unpredictable..

what we think will happen might have changes in the last second..

can't blame anyone for that..

cause thats our life..

we live for it..

we have to obey the laws of our LIFE..

life full with uncertainty..

we will not know what is going happen in the next minute..

i will cherish whatever things i have now..

so that i will not regret in the future..

i hope all my friends will have the same thought as me..

take care..

shopping..

2008-12-13T23:31:00.000+08:00

after half day of shopping, my leg is going to patah d.. so can anyone out there help me call for an ambulance?? thankz.. honestly, i hate shopping.. to me, shopping is like wasting money, energy and time.. i will only shopping once in a year, tats for chinese new year ni.. tats all.. but tis time i not only shop for chinese new year but act for quite an important dinner to me.. i respect this dinner coz i wana give a good imej to them.. feel quite nervous for the date to come act.. haha.. lately really eat alots and i tink im getting fatter n fatter d.. die loh.. cny is cuming soon d.. i need to keep fit so that i can eat more in cny mah.. hehe.. but b4 cny, there stil got christmas and new year.. im wondering how am i going to spend tis 2 days... haha.. looking forward to it.. ok... now lets talk about studies.. OMG.. i got 5 assignments pending and i duno where to start.. in other word shud b no mood to start.. but due to 15/12/08 need to pass up, so tmr i have to finish it.. partial sum.. time to start work d.. u not in honey moon year anymore.. haha..

holiday ends...

2008-12-01T21:30:00.000+08:00

so fast 3 weeks of holiday come to the end.. erm.. actually not really fast coz the feeling of missing someone make the time past slower i guess.. hehe.. during this holiday, my old friends came and visit me.. there are 'mr.cough', 'mr.flu' and 'mr.fever'.. there are memang good friends, stayed around me to make my life 'happier'.. missed a lots of nice food bcoz of them.. haiz.. but luckily now just left 1 friend with me - 'mr.cough', if not yday i cannot eat william's food.. william's is a high class mamak stall in kl ( as wat mr. CEG told me.. hehe..) the food there are all in big portion.. i cant finish my dish yday although im very hungry.. but there are sum guys that can really finish the whole plate of food.. *clap hand*.. when im having final, actually im looking forward for holidays.. but during holiday i wish to go back uni asap.. coz i know that now my life no longer the same as before in uni.. there is someone always teman me, take care of me, care bout me all the time.. thankz alotz.. i will always by ur side also.. i promise.. hehe.. since im bek to uni and i can on9 everyday, so i wil upload more blogs.. so stay tune.. haha.. all my friends, welcome bek to uniten..

sorry..

2008-11-06T11:00:00.000+08:00

in my life, i can see that i will always 'accidently' make my friends got into some problem due to my childish action.. honestly, im a playful person when i am in mood.. and of course almost all of the time i am in my mood unless there are something in my mind.. i always cant stop myself from doing silly things.. sometime i just like to do something without thinking about the effect that it might bring to myself or others.. when i want to do means i will do.. what i mean the things that i will do is silly thing and not something serious.. yesterday because of my wrong direction, i make my friend's car met some kind of small accident.. (as what bh said, it canot said as an accident, so should i call it as 'car spoilt'.. watever.. ) and i really felt guilty about that.. sorry to you again.. after that i was having dinner with my friends and all of them were making fun of me by saying that it was my fault to make the car like this.. i know they are just joking and what they said just for fun and didn't bring any meaning (obviously not blaming me) but then i dunno why, i felt all that were true.. i felt every word they said was correct.. so my guilty feeling came out again that time and my tears just came out like that.. since young, i don't understand why.. i very easy to cry in case u all dunno.. don't see me always crazy here and there but then actually my tears will just come out although its nothing much to cry off.. don't believe it?? haha.. u can ask some of my good friends and also my netball friends in secondary school.. so yesterday im really ok.. but then tears just wana come out maybe because i felt guilty.. but not because what you all said k?? im sorry if i make u all worried.. tears ah tears, can u don't simply come out at the wrong time.. haha.. again.. SORRY.. and to that gang of friends, thankz for helping out.. gambateh in the last paper ya..

wu liao??

2008-11-03T02:16:00.000+08:00

i still left 3 more papers then i can shout to the world "MERDEKA MERDEKA MERDEKA".. malaysia independent's day just one year once.. but mine 1 year at least 3 times.. haha.. everytime having final i will looking forward for final to end and start my holiday.. now oso the same.. but i know.. when im having the holiday i will feel boring staying at home.. life in uni is always better than ipoh.. but then sure i enjoy spending my time with my family oso.. i can always eat my mum home cook food.. wow.. now tink of it oso feel hungry d.. hehe.. this sem pass really fast.. and alots of things happened oso.. got happy and unhappy.. unhappy i tink i ald overcome it.. n happy things, i will always keep tat in my heart.. although i always did some silly things accidently and my friends wil always laugh at me.. but i feel tats oso a kind of way to build our friendship.. im a good joker i guess tats y i can always entertain my friends.. and of coz is u lah.. always laugh at me.. and stop saying bout how powerful my mouth is k?? if my mouth really so powerful then i no nd stuck in uniten n study d.. haha.. just wu liao-ing here.. wana go sleep d.. tmr stil need to camp in library to prepare for my coming paper.. all the best to all my friends ya.. jia you..

silly thinking.. haha..

2008-10-28T12:50:00.000+08:00

'the champion for the 100m event is..................... TIME'

*clap* *clap*

'wow, HIM again ah.. every year also TIME become the champion for this event'

'really cannot find other ppl that can beat HIM??'

'it will be very hard to find other ppl who can run as fast as HIM.. HE hold the world champion for infinity decades d..'

'then how are we going to fight with him??'

'just try our best.. mayb is hard for us to beat HIM but we can find him to become our sifu.. HE very friendly to others.. everyone is HIS friend.. i tink HE can teach us how to run in the correct way'

'oh ya wo.. although we cant beat HIM but with that mayb we can shorten the distance between us and HIM in every tournament.. keep in track wif HIM.. so that we wont regret in every tournament that we join..'

'ya.. most important is we don't left behind too much.. we should follow HIS way and try to do our best during our trainning and also competition'

'yaya.. true also.. lets go find HIM then..'

*some silly thinking in my mind during the final week.. mayb study til too stress d.. haha.. hope all wil und wat im trying to say.. every1 gambateh ya.. dun just waste ur time like tat.. keep in track with ur time*

特别的朋友

2008-10-27T02:08:00.000+08:00

已好久没有你的影子徘徊在我脑里了
熟悉的感觉又浮现出来了
心里总是盼望能遇见你
哪怕只是那一秒或擦身而过
我也傻傻地开心好一阵子
很想遇见你却又怕看到你
我也不晓得那是那门的道理
但我想也是因为这样
才让我更期待与你的巧遇
常在想
为什么我们的友谊不能像一般人那样
可能那就是我们的缘分吧
我们之间经营友谊的方式
就是把心交给一个陌生人
但那个陌生人却是无意间
已在彼此的心里
占了别人无法代替的位子
一个特别的朋友
无需每时每刻联络
彼此却不会忘记对方
我有着这样的朋友
而我在这很想告诉她
我是不会忘记你的
希望你偶尔也会想起我吧

childhood

2008-10-26T13:27:00.000+08:00

last few weeks, my cousin sent me a picture.. erm.. when i just browse tru the pic, i thought why suddenly my cousin sent me unknown small kids picture to me.. but when i really look into it.. OPPS.. thats ME and my COUSINS.. haha.. wow.. how come last time i so cute but no doubt now also that cute lah.. haha.. the small gal in blue shirt is me and the small boy smiling happily is my cousin.. n i THINK the small small boy holding racket is his brother.. we used to stay 2gether for 16 years.. 2 family stayed in 1 house.. although my house not really big but we can just stayed there happily and comfortable 2gether.. mayb our childhood not like other ppl so fun but then we have our own memories 2gether.. no doubt i miss the time when we can stay 2gether

memorable moments:

play companies game.. haha.. make money ourselve, cheque book and hide in a small corner and set that as own company (for ur info normally the corner that we choose fulled wif nyamuk but yet we stil wana bcum their food.. sweat..)
play masak-masak.. 4 of us will b very semangat to set up the stall, find watever things that can treat as food and cook.. but then when finish playing, no1 wana kemas.. all duno run where d.. in the end all kena marah again.. haha..
play badminton in front of our house.. the shuttle always flied up the roof, and have to ask the twin SUMs to help us take (for sure their face will b black black like bao qing tian).. or the eldest (means me.. coz that time im the taller..) we will curi curi bring the ladder n climb up ourselve.. stil rmb got one time, i paired up with my cousin.. then half way duno where she went and left the slipper ni.. after a while only i knew she jatuh inside longkak d bcoz keep on moving backwards to hit the ball.. haha.. (hope she wont read tis and kill me when im back to ipoh..)
always bully my cousin.. duno y.. we always like to anti her.. mayb coz she very chuen gua.. we will always said tis to her "dun wana friend with u lah.. i ask who who dun wan friend with u oso".. then she will go n complained to her mum.. her mum very sayang her tat time.. so in the end all kena scolded by her mum.. and have to said "oklah.. friend with u loh".. we getting smarter after a few times of scolding.. whenever her mum not around only we will say tat sentence.. then she canot force us to play wif her d.. haha.. (for ur info, is the same cousin that fall down into longkang)
kick football inside the house.. skill not as good as ronaldo and beckham so always spoilt things.. everytime adult ald told us dun play inside the house d.. but then bcoz outside very hot so we stil wana play inside when the adult not at home.. i think we broke quite many glasses d.. haha.. and naive small kids like us tried to cover from acknowledge the adult but in the end stil kena tangkap lah.. n tat time all the fingers will point to the youngest.. haha..
learned swimming together in ACS.. all of us know nothing and went to learn for fun.. 2 hours per week but we really had fun inside the swimming pool..

wow... if wana list all out, i guess i no nd study for my final d.. haha.. erm.. alots of memories pop up when i look at the picture.. i tink 4 years ago they moved out from my house and bought a new house behind my house.. although the distance is just 30 steps away but then sure v lost a lotz of fun bcoz of the distance.. we are growing time by time.. now me and my eldest cousin ald studying at kl and melaka n soon my sis and my another cousin will study away from ipoh i guess.. ipoh is the place that gather us.. so everytime im bek ipoh, i wil try to meet my cousins.. for steamboat mayb.. haha.. we hardly meet but we are stil tat close in heart.. i can say that i can hardly see such close cousins.. hehe.. all the best to dark guy and my sis in spm lah.. gambateh ya.. waiting u 2 to come uniten (mayb).. haha..

say more good things to others..

2008-10-23T20:06:00.000+08:00

today is thurs.. opps.. one week going to end soon again.. wow.. tis week i think is even faster than the week before... n next week will start my final d.. i haven start anything for my final now.. final?? erm.. am i tinking too long?? i din even start study for my lab test tmr.. tonight i will camp in the library n make sure i can study all the lab that i did in the past 3 months.. although it just 1 credit hour, but look at my carry marks for all the subs tis sem, i better work hard although just 1 credit hour.. if not my cgpa will drop til deep in the tasik d.. 2day i had my presentation for communication system.. actually it shud b done by tues but then bcoz of the EFFORT that we put in this presentation, we kena rejected.. v asked the lecturer to give us more time to redo so that we wont just got half of the presentation marks.. after tat, we faced alotz of difficuties in finding the coding for our matlab presentation.. but then we stil tried our best in finished up the report and presentation.. this morning v were quite sked the lecturer ask ques that we duno how to ans.. but yet although sum ques v dunno the real ans, n with our smart brain we CRAPPED to the lecturer.. thank god that the lecturer dunno much bout the coding part.. and for my part, i just simply explained a bit bout the coding (when the lecturer asked us, and actually is my friend who found the matlab coding n she noe it better than us).. after that, the lecturer straight away give me the marks and im excluded from the presentation part d.. thats all i need to do to get the marks.. just a few sentence that might bring no meaning.. wow.. now i know that we should speak at the right time.. haha.. n for conclusion, the lecturer said our work was great.. the word really bring power to us.. we all very happy when the lecturer praised us.. the hardworks are being appreciated.. from this i learned that, even a simple word from ur mouth that u think is nothing but actually it might bring a powerful energy to others.. say more good things to others n u will make sum1 happy..

partial sum is back..

2008-10-18T01:40:00.001+08:00

they said when u r undergoing a sad life, time will pass slower than a turtle?? i thought this week will b a hard week for me, but looks like its not.. haha.. it passed faster than i expected.. 1 week passed just like that.. n honestly, i feel more happy than b4 d.. mayb sumtimes face it is much more better than avoid it.. fate sumtimes really like playing a fool with me.. but then i believe that GOD will always look at what we are doing.. HE will guide us tru out our life.. mayb there are sum tests that might b a tough wan for me.. but i know there are always ways after the corner of darkness.. now can say that the problem had solved.. n now im the brand new me.. wif a stronger heart and better personality i guess.. good friends really the best when im facing problem.. i promise that i will be by ur side also when u all need me.. thats a promise for friends.. hehe.. this blog just wana tell all my friends that partial sum is back in action.. thankz to all of u..

disappointed..

2008-10-10T10:32:00.000+08:00

many people always told me, my temper is too good.. i will never angry a person easily.. erm.. normally if u want to see me socld me people then i think u need to wait for a decade.. not that i saying myself like so nice but then i just seldom feel angry n if i am i can just forget about it in a short time.. but no matter how good someone is, there will b some limit for it.. and for me.. i hate people lying to me.. i hate it and hate it so much.. got a friend told me before.. guys like to lie.. while gals like to listen to lie.. ya.. it mayb correct but plz guys.. don't let ur lies being bocor.. plz dun ever giv promises to your friends you.. think twice before u make a promise coz sometimes promise means alot to a person.. people that telling lie make me feel like vomit when i see she/him.. i don't feel comfortable when im around she/him.. mayb is time for me to stay away from she/him so that i can have a better life.. without friends i am nothing but with tis kind of friend i prefer i own nothing.. i feel very disappointed and hope all tis act just a misunderstand between us..